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Wrong. Everything thing about our relationship was wrong, we barely hang out, all of our talking is through text, we haven't kissed, hugged or even held hands. He hasn't told me exactly how he feels about me yet, he wants to come out about our relationship to the world....

It's been 8 months we've been together....

8 FUCKING MONTHS

With not a single ounce of affection. I continuously rant to the guys about it Nd I think their trying sick of it...
I might break up with him.
But I can't
No matter how much affection he fails to give me, I still have feelings for him. Not in the idol-fan way. But like he's a normal person and I. And I can't help it.

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Today's the day jinyoung wants to take me to the tv station. Ya know, to announce our so called relationship.
I was genuinely mad the entire ride over there.
Jinyoung noticed my mood but stayed silent.

Once we arrived at the station, fans crowded the area, screaming for the well known got7. Pausing to whisper 'who's she?' When they notice me. We step out the limo, and I'm instantly pulled back. I turn around to see jinyoung staring back at me as we let everyone else walk ahead of us.

"What's wrong?" He asked

"Nothing" i said starting to walk away but he pulls me back again.

"Your lying"

"I'm fine" i try to walk away again but yet again get pulled back. The sound of the screaming fans fill my ears "just let me go"

"Not until you tell me what's wrong?"

"You wanna know what's wrong so bad? You don't care about me one bit!" I exclam

"What are you talking about? I do care about you"

"Really? Cause you don't show it! We've been together over half a year but you haven't shown me any affection. You've never held my hand or hugged me , told me how u really feel or actually fucking kissed me!" I blew up ready to storm off after the first few town of screaming fans fall dead silent after hearing my outburst but I feel jinyoung grab hold of my hand and pull me towards him, facing his direction. And faster than I can grasp the situation I feel his lips press against mine.

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5 seconds go by before he pulls away

"Happy?" He asks me.

But instead of answering I storm away into the building pass the now silent barricaded crowd. Leaving him standing where I left him




To be continued.....

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