My Not So Loving Boyfriend- Got7 Jinyoung ff

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*le magical time skip brought to you by "chuchuchuchuuu"*

Today's the day Jinyoung is moving out and he asked me to come over to help him move a few small things. But I wound up sitting down with Jinyoung while he micromanaged the rest of got7 while they moved his things in to a truck.

"What made you wanna move out?" I suddenly ask.

"They always leave me here alone half the time so I might as week have my own place. Besides it's kind of crowding living with six other people" he responded and I hummed in responded.

"Are you ready to go sir?" Jordan came in the living area.

"You're going with him Jordan?" I asked surprised.

"Why yes, I will be going with Mr. Park and the others will be hiring someone else" he responded and Jinyoung got up from his seat.

"Yeah, Im ready to go" he said and I got up right behind him. "When did you get so close with Jordan?"

"Oh we talked the first time I came over here and we've been texting ever since, why?"

"No reason" he says through gritted teeth which very obviously meant it was something. But I didn't pay it any mind. We got in the car and drove over to Jinyoungs new place, which like he said wasn't that far. The house was extravagant but also low-key at the same time. The outside seemed low-key but expensive like a lawyer or something would life here rather than a celebrity if that makes sense. The inside was a whole other story. The movers brought in furniture and such while I helped Jordan and Jinyoung unpack the smaller boxes. After we finished Jordan was sent home and I was about to do the same but was stopped.
"Y/n, would you wanna maybe- if you want to- spend the night here with me?" Jinyoung stutters to ask. My face heats up with the question.

"I don't- I don't know if that's a good idea. Besides didn't you move out to have some space?"

"I mean yeah, but.... I don't feel like being alone today" he looks down at the floor. "I promise nothing weird is gonna happen if that's what you think."

"Sure I'll stay with you tonight" I finally agree, he looks like he really needs someone by his side right now, I don't know what's wrong but I'm not gonna deny him a shoulder to lean on.

As it got later in the night we sat and watched a cinematic classic 'corpse bride'
"Jinyoung, are you okay?" I ask regarding how he was acting earlier.
"Yes...." he trails off.

"You're lying."

"...I stopped taking my antidepressants." He admitted.

"Antidepressants?" I asked with a slight shock in my voice.

" yes I'm clinically depressed, I've been taking them for years, but I stopped a few months ago"

"But why?"

"they don't just stop me from feeling depressed, they stop me from feeling- anything." He continued "I'd rather feel depressed than not feel anything, I just wanna feel.... something." He admitted and I can hear the pain in his voice. I lay my head on him and wrap my arms around him.

"I'm here for you. Always" I say as I lift my head up and look straight in his eyes "And I do mean always"