I'm Inlove To Someone Who Can't Love me Back (on-going)

Chapter 16

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Nagising ako dahil sa ingay ng alarm clock, agad kong iminulat ang aking mata at bumungad saakin ang aking nga pamilya.... nagulat ako at agad na pa upo sa kama. Naka tayo sila at may hawak na cake.. maya maya lang ay nag umpisa na silang kumanta "happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you"

Tumayo ako sa kama at agad silang niyakap isa isa, ngunit hindi ko pa birthday kaya nag taka akong tinitigan sila "it's your real birth month baby May 20 1998" singit ni mommy, "oo baby it's true so dress up na we'll wait you sa sala" sabi ni kuya shawn at niyakap ako "okay kuya thank you, mommy thank you" sabi ko...

Bumaba sila para maka pag ayos ako, my maids are here fixing my thing and my clothes to use... while i'm taking a bath i am thinking of jem, is he know na kaya? it's been a months and until now we're not talking... he always told kuya shawn that he is always busy and i do really understand that... gosh i miss him so much

mommy and daddy decided to get a tutor for me well atleast mag level up ako, also kumuha din sila ng mag aassist saakin sa company na ipapamama saakin. when i feel ok na agad akong nag last shower, nag toothbrush na din ako. Nang lumabas ako ay ready na ang gagamitin ko. There are my clothes so beautiful it looks so nice and sexy.. i guess kuya xavier gave it as a gift for me, he always want me to dress like a sexy woman, he always buy me something like make ups, sexy dress and anything else. gusto nya raw kasi makita akong dalagang dalaga, at para mag sisi daw si jem if gagawa sya ng mali.

agad akong tinulungan ng mga maids mag suot ng damit, i have here my stylist, they are here to help me " taray bakla ang swerte mong unica ija" sabi ng isang pro make up artist " oo nga te, may fafa kana ba?" tanong naman ng nag aayos ng buhok ko.. i gave them a smile before i talk " yes po " iyun lamang ang nasabi ko.

"Siguro mahal na mahal ka ng jowabels mo no? bukod sa ang ganda ganda mo.. ang bait bait mo pa" sabi ng isa.. siguro nga pero sa ilang months naming hindi nag kikita at nag uusap mukang naka limutan nya na ako. "ayan lady shy all goods na you're such a goddess you look so good" i look at my self in the mirror and slowly smiling, he's right i look so good sa make up ko, thanks to them. After a minute my make up artist told me to wear my dress na, because it's late na daw the visitors are waiting daw sa baba.

While we're walking nagulat ako kasi ang daming tao, and the backround ayos na ayos there are the band singing my favourite songs, and mas lalo akong nagulat ng makita ko si nada and adriane, my bestfriends.. i wave my hands on them and gave them a sweet smile, nag lakad ako papunta sakanila at niyakap silang mahigpit "nada i miss you so much why are you here?... i mean how did you know??" tanong ko kay nada "ano kaba!? syempre sinabi ni nanay mo at andito din sya" sabi nya.. "oo nga anna i mean shy your nanay is here too" sabi ni adriane...

after a minute nag start na ang party, first my two brothers gave me a sweet message, same with my mom and dad, andun din si nanay na nag salita for me... after ng sweet moments i decided to go to my kuya's i wanna ask them about jem, he's not here in my special day jesus he do really don't know that this day is my birthday huh? what a prick.. i sat besides kuya xavier and kiss him on his cheek "hello beautiful lady wazzup?" nginitian ko sya at bumulong "kuya is jembanti knows about my party? i mean my birthday?" tanong ko, biglang kumunot ang noo nya at hinawakan ako sa kamay, "honey, just forget about jem just for today okay? just enjoy your day" i gave him a fake smile, halatang alam nyang pilit yon. "okay kuya i'll go na" tumayo ako at nag lakad papunta kila mommy

"Hi darling!" mommy shouted, i gave her a hug and kiss her on her cheek, "thanks mom! anyways where's dad?" i ask.. "he's with your nanay darling, bibigyan kasi ng daddy mo ang nanay mo ng trabaho so makapag stay ang nanay mo dito" naiiyak ako sa sinabi ni mommy, thanks to my dad.. i love them my family so kind "okay mommy enjoy talking with your friends po" i gave her a kiss again..

I decided to walk outside, i don't feel so happy right now.... yep i'm happy naman because my friends and family are here but jembanti is not here.. gosh i really miss him a lot, i wanna hug him so tight... the last time we talked is about job pa, he always tell na busy sya, i know i understand that pero grabe naman yung no text, no calls, no message. and i just realize na umiiyak na pala ako, it's all because of you jem, sana brineak mo nalang ako instead of letting me waiting for you, ang malala no communication talaga.

It's cold here outside i felt lonely, na mimiss ko na siya sobra... "hey baby, what's bring you here?" i look at kuya shawn and hug him.. " you should go inside and enjoying the party baby" kumalas ako sa pag kaka yakap at tinignan siya... "wait, are you crying why??? is there something wrong??" pag aalalang tanong nya, i gave him a smile and talk " no kuya, it's just that i miss him, it's been a months and until now... my birthday hindi nya ako kinita or atleast binati nya man lang ako" i said with a sad voice..

Kuya shawn is more matured than kuya xavier, kaya when i want to rant i always go with kuya shawn, mas may alam kasi sya and he's open about things.. he is always gave me a lot of advice too. "it's okay baby, just don't think of him right now baby, everythings happens for a reason." yeah right i expected that i understand naman.