She's Mine... - A Michael Clifford Fanfiction

Chapter 4 - Hospital

I arrived at the hospital and asked the lady at the desk where Sydney Martin was. They told me, and I made my way up to her room.

I opened her door slowly and saw Sydney. As soon a she saw me, her mouth dropped wide open. She covered it with her hands.

"Michael! Natalie! Oh my god.. Mike I missed you so much..." She started crying, and she hugged me. She was right; she was fragile. She just wasn't ugly like she said she was. She was still beautiful, like always.

"Sydney, you're just as beautiful as always," I told her.

"Thanks Mikey, but I don't feel too good."

"I don't feel good either.. Because I'm not with you anymore.."

"Mikey, I just don't want you to be around me too much because you'll be with Natalie, and I don't want her to get attached to me then have me.. pass."

"Sydney, I just can't let you here without me. I love you.. I miss you.. I need you."

"Michael.. I-" she sighed, "I love you too, but, like I said, I can't have Natalie be attached to me."

"I understand, but that can't stop me from seeing you."

"That is true.."

"So what do you say? Will you be my girlfriend again?"

"Yes, Mikey.. I'll be your girlfriend."

I smiled when she said that. I then got Natalie out of her carrier and gave her to Sydney. She held her and began talking to her. She stopped for a minute, and I asked her what was wrong, why she had cancer.

"Well, I have the cancer in both of my lungs, and I have a large tumor. The only way that I will get better is if all of the cancer goes away and the tumor shrinks dramatically. My doctor says it will be a miracle if that happens..."

"Miracles have happened, Sydney."

"I know, but.. Not to girls like me. I have cancer, and I'm going to die soon. I'll be gone and there is nothing that anybody can do about it, not even you.." She almost yelled at me. I just looked at her, offended.

"I'm so sorry, Mikey... I didn't mean that. It's just, I don't think a miracle is going to happen to me."

"I get it.. I get it.." I said, then took Natalie and put her back in her carrier. I sat down on one of the chairs and just thought. All of a sudden, I looked up and saw that Sydney was crying.

"Sydney, babe.. What's wrong?"

"Why do things like this have to happen to good people like you!?"

"What do you mean?"

"Me. I came into your life and ruined it.. I'm going to die, then you'll be really sad. I don't want that to happen to you."

"You didn't ruin my life. You made it so much better. You gave me everything I ever wanted, and you gave me Natalie too. How could that be ruining it? And so what? I'll be sad when you pass.. If you pass, because miracles can happen," I smiled, "but you didn't ruin my life, I mean, you aren't ruining my life, alright?"

"Okay.."

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Later that night, after I put Natalie to sleep, I decided it was time for me to go to bed. I could hardly sleep, though. I thought about Sydney too much.

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Hope you like it!

-Lizzie:)