⇓ Entry 10 ⇓

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Dear Diary,

Ive tried.

I really have.

Ive tried being happy for him.

But i cant.

I wish i were Callie.

But Callie is nice, and sweet, and pretty.

She's everything I'm not.

She's a red head.

I'm a brunette.

She has green eyes.

I have brown eyes.

She fits the beauty standards.

I'm average and unnoticeable.

She's a girl.

I'm a boy.

She's a woman.

I'm a boy.

She's a lady.

I'm a boy.

She's a good fit for him.

she's everything I'm not.

Ive tried getting over him.

I can't.

Ive tried to keep from cutting.

I have.

But i can't.

My life is shit.

All i had was Manu.

Now Manu has Callie.

So I have no one.

Think of this as my goodbye note.

I don't intend to keep living.

No one knows me.

No one will care.

So, why not?

So, goodbye diary.

Have a nice life.

Love,

Me

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