Day 3 of 3 without Arson
If they deem him well enough, he'll be released
What if he doesn't want to see me
What if he gets released and realizes that I'm making him worse
Am I making him worse?
I feel like that's a stupid thought
for me to have an effect on him he would have to care
at least a little, right?
I want him to care
I don't know if he does or not
But if he cares, and I'm making him worse, I have to pretend that i dont care
i do care
a lot
...
but i don't think he cares about me
not enough to effect him anyway
maybe he cares about how people see him
how people think of him
how people accept him or love
i see him as an angel
i think of him all the time
i accept him
i love him
[insert adverb here] written by,
Me
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