⇓ Entry 8 ⇓

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Day 3 of 3 without Arson

If they deem him well enough, he'll be released

What if he doesn't want to see me

What if he gets released and realizes that I'm making him worse

Am I making him worse?

I feel like that's a stupid thought

for me to have an effect on him he would have to care

at least a little, right?

I want him to care

I don't know if he does or not

But if he cares, and I'm making him worse, I have to pretend that i dont care

i do care

a lot

...

but i don't think he cares about me

not enough to effect him anyway

maybe he cares about how people see him

how people think of him

how people accept him or love

i see him as an angel

i think of him all the time

i accept him


i love him


[insert adverb here] written by,

Me

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