Dear Diary,
Today, everyone saw me.
They saw me, but I didn't want to be seen by them.
I only want to be seen by Manu. I crave to be seen by Manu.
But everyone but Manu saw me.
They saw me while Manu saw a girl. He saw the girl for the entire day.
It felt like my organs were tying themselves together to keep me from crying.
Spoiler alert:
It didn't work. I cried.
I cried in one of the bathrooms. One that no one uses.
Since no one uses it, I didn't lock the door.
I thought it made sense at the time.
Someone walked in while I was crying.
No.
Not someone.
Manu.
Manu walked in while I was crying.
Manu always sees me at the worst times.
First while I was getting beat up and I looked ugly. Now when I'm crying in the bathroom and looking ugly.
If I always look ugly when Manu sees me, he won't want to see me anymore.
I need him to see me.
Just not now.
Before he talks, I run out. I go outside and end up in the school's flower garden.
I cry some more.
No one comes.
I really should've listened to myself when I said no more crying.
Have a nice life.
Love,
Me
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Ficção Geral(ON HOLD) The story of Arson Grey told by his diary entries. Arson has a tiny itty bitty crush on Manu Shine. And by "tiny itty bitty crush" i mean he's in love. Arson has liked Manu since freshman years, and now they're juniors in high school. Pro...
