HELL HOLE

C h a p t e r : 13

"Are we going to out tomorrow too?" Jamie spoke as I changed clothes.
I wasn't hammered but there was some alcohol in my system.

"We will, I took a leave," I smiled.
Going to bed I sighed I was tired, my life is a hectic. Everything is alright at same time and it's confusing.
I cuddled closer to Jamie he had already put on Edge of innocence to watch for thirteen time.

There was a sudden knock I thought it was just sound in the movie. It became little louder this time.
"I'll go," Jamie muttered he always opens the door. It's good to know I'm not fighting alone.
"Excuse me who are you?" They spoke, I recognised it is Tyler by the voice.
"No need come in, I'll talk,"I said to Jamie.

"Yes?"
"Who's he?"
"No-one that concerns you, Tyler"
"I swear if it was this booty call you left for you are in big trouble," He sighed.
"What is he sayin' love?" Jamie spoke from across the room.
"That if I was shagging you," I muttered.
"Nothing in particular," I said watching Tyler look weirdly lost.

"Anyways, they're calling you for dinner downstairs," Tyler said furstatedlly.
"We'll be there," I smiled and slammed the door on his face he makes everything Monday.

"Dress up in formals Jamie, I'll take you out laters,"
"Will it be right if I go mate?"
"I don't care it's gonna be bollocks either way,"

Jamie was next to me, everyone had awful look on face, next to Jamie was Tyler and Ben, across My dad and his wife, Zach and his girlfriend.

"Why is he here it was a family dinner Rose?" My dad asked his eyes stern on me, in disgust. I got nervous and anxious like a bullet fast and I never could dodge it, no one can see it until, someone is dead.

He knows it, he squeezed the back of the hand lying in my lap.
One, two and three times.

I heard Tyler grunt at same time.
"I don't see, Mr. Adams why is Tyler here then?"
"He is the part of the family!" My existence was a vain. Of course, he's their two room shitty apartment replacement for me.
"Then there's no problem, he's part of your family and he's my only family," faces were as a dong grew on my head.

"He's nothing but your shiny boy toy that you just bought," Zach spoke, calm, effective hit, right on vein to heart.
As much they love sea, they hate cyclones. It's the calm not destruction in sparkle. I play each bad string to keep each mouth running for me not good music.

"Zach, fuck off, we have spent less than one month together, and you killed me!" I pulled a greatest of all time.

There were two gasps and then silence, Zach's girlfriend's and his best friend. Talkin' to Zach is flogging a dead horse for crying out loud.

"Stop it, you love creating chaos!!" My father shouted.

"Dad, I have seen my favourite singer more than you," I chuckled.
Jamie had sighed.
Word dad has made four gasps, Zach's girlfriend, Tyler, the old lady and a other worker.

He was voldemort not Dumbledore he's not a giving type afterall.

"Because I made it able for you to see them,"
"After you promised me you'd come, like wanker in end it was a fucking car, a watch, a house, a check, a store, jewelery, I'm not your side bitch,"

I knew it was hard to breathe, Saying mean were easy, but when I thought it was hard. I had thought it before I said, my mascara ran down my cheeks.

"YOUR FUCKING FAMILY CAN'T ACCEPT MY FAMILY THEN I WON'T TOO FUCK YOU JOSH ADAMS, YOU'RE A CUNT!!!" I screamed at top of my lung I was leaning on the table and threw the dishes. Soon I was grabbed from my waist.

"LOVE, ENOUGH!" I cried, I screamed, has he had enough of me too?
"Leave me, Jamie, He's going to take everything left like he has from, my parents to your dad, my best friends my lovers everything!" I cried.
"Get over it, they weren't your real parents!" My dad shouted, wine splashed over my face. My clothes were red so was the view. I was carried over the stairs by Jamie.

"Clam down," I brushed my hair my tears had dried, everything was hazy, I felt I stood up for once I never did he always wins, I'm a pawn in chess, he changes rules, as soon he's near losing.

"Get me out of here, baby," I regretted my words, He dropped me, right there and then.
"I swear to God Grace, are you on drugs!" He asked me I remained silent, I had taken my prescription drug double, just before dinner.
"ARE YOU FUCKING HIGH!?" He shouted.
I couldn't make it out now who was who, it looked like Jamie and Otis. It was Otis. He wasn't short and thin.
He had the same eyes.
"Man, don't shout that shit take her to her room" Otis offered.
"You care about hoes and their booty calls now," Jamie said.
Soon Jamie picked me and we were my room.
"I want to puke," I said.
"Are you alright,"Otis was the one who cared.
"Baby I'm always okay," I liked.
I kissed him, he hesitated, has he had enough too, he kisses me back.

"Otis, I love you," I mumble.
I had to puke, Jamie was there with a box I puked into it, Otis's baby doe eyes were teary, he stand up going towards the door, he was leaving, it was blurry "Don't go please, baby," I cried, lacing his fingers with mine.
"You can stay here I'll sleep on well the couch," Jamie spoke.
Otis offered him to stay in his room, Otis is same as always.

"Why don't you change out of your clothes, Rose?" Otis says.
"Are you mad?" I was concerned he looked, he was not okay.
"Why?"
"People I hate call me rose, rose is stupid you agreed,"
"Um.. baby, get changed,"
I stripped down from my dress, he closed his eyes, "Am I not preety enough?"
"No, you're perfect but it's not good to stare right,"
"You can stare as long you want, if you own portrait," he hissed and mumbled I don't know what.

I wore my shirt, came to my bed.
"Woman wear some pants,"
"Nobody wears pants when they sleep,"
"Everyone does,"
"All right,"

I puke, I snuggle closer to him, I puke, he moves away, I puke.

My head hurts a lot I feel I'm going to puke, I run to the bathroom, when I come back Tyler is in my fucking bed, my dress on the floor his shirt on the nightstand he's in his boxer my lipstick on his face, conclusion Tyler has great body.
Fuck me, did I slept with him.
I drank from the bottle under in TV, it was alcohol I drank and drank, I remember fighting and Otis, shit.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
I chug it all down I drank some water and chips there.
I fell badly, standing I moved to the bed and closed my eyes, he was far away.

"Did you ...baby are you drinking again?" Tyler moved he wasn't sleeping, my heart skipped a beat.
Fuck. Fuck. This is bad why is he calling me baby.

"Come here," Tyler ordered.
"Excuse me?"