I woke up and was alone as usual. I made my way downstairs and walked into the kitchen, where i put some cereals and milk in a bowl.
Michael leaves everytime before i wake up. He's my best friend and a few weeks ago we decided to be "fuck buddys" because we're both emotionelly frustrated.
To be honest i really like Michael, but i'm not sure if i love him, it doesn't matter aniway, he's my best friend and i don't want to loose him.
My thoughts where cut off by a vibrating of my phone that layed on the counter.
I walked with the bowl in one hand to my phone and unlocked it. A message from michael.
M: Hey y/n
Y: Hay Michael
M: You where pretty good last night
Y: thanks
M: oh i weren't?
Y: uh idk.. i forgot it, it was really lame this time
M: fuck you y/n
Y: have you anything planned today?
M: not really
Y: sounds good we can watch movies then?
M: sure
Y: ONLY movies michael
M: we'll see
*2 hours later*
I placed the popcorn and the pizza i ordered on the table, put a dvd in the dvd player and sat down. I looked at the clock michael would be here in 10 minutes.
I jumped off the couch ran upstairs, pulled a thin blanket from my bed and took some candles and a lighter out of my commode.
I walked downstairs again and placed the candles all over the livingroom and lightened them up.
I know we're just fuck buddys, but i reeeaally like him so i decided to risk it. I had to tell him anyway.
I heard the bell ring, so i walked to the front door and opened it.
"There's a smell of pizza in the air." Michael grinned. "Ya i ordered some." i laughed. Michael walked past me and i closed the door behind him.
"No sex y/n? Sure?" He winked. "I'm sure michael sit down." I laughed and pointed to the couch. Michael sat down and laughed while i placed myself beside him.
"Why did you lighten up all this candles then?" He layed an arm around me and i pulled the blanket over us. "I felt like doing it michael." I said annoyed. "Whohw y/n it was only a question." He laughed. I put my head on his shoulder and layed my arms around his waist. "We could do this more often y/n." He said looking into my face. "What?" I laugh, "We don't do anything." "I know, i like it that way." Michael said and leant forward to get a piece of pizza.
Michael took a bite of the pizza and layed it back. "Y/n?" Michael asked. "Ya?" I looked him in the eyes. "You look really pretty in these candle lights." He smiled. "Wow thank you.. uh.. i guess you do too?" I laugh. Michael put a hand on my cheek and kissed me soft. I slowly got rid of the kiss. "Michael no sex." I laughed awkward and started to stare at the pizza. "Y/n i don't want sex right now, i just want to kiss you." He said serious. How should i believe this, all he think about is sex. "Ya sure." I say sarcastically.
I felt two arms pulling me on michaels lap. "Y/n" he said starring into my eyes and came with his face closer to mine. "I like you.. i love you." He whistled. "I.. i.." i mumbled. "It's ok if you don't, but it was about time to say it." He said still looking into my eyes. I comforted myself on his lap and then layed my hands on his cheeks. "I love you too michael. To be honest i love you a long time now." I said before i pulled his face soft towards mine and layed my lips on top of his lips.
We pulled away. "Can we please do this more often?" Michael asked. "Yes."
