I wrote with my best friend while i was watching a movie. We both had an 5sos fan account and i found her account pretty amazing so i texted her and now she's my best friend. I know it's a internet friendship but she understands me and i can tell her everything. I don't mind if people say that this isn't a real friendship, because for me it is. Her name was lucifer what me really remind of luke. As i told her that, she said to me that she don't like it and i should never say that again. I found this hilarious to be honest.
We spoke about the derp con. I had participated in the contest, and i thought that i have no chance to win this. Lucifer always said that i have a chance to win, and that this where pretty amazing. Lucifer already had won an derp con competition so we could meet there.
I layed my phone back on my table next to my bed as lucifer wrote that she has something to do. I fell backwards on my bed and day dreamed about meeting lucifer and the 5sos boys, as my phone rang.
"Hello" said a familiar voice. "Uh.. hello? Who's there?" I ask quite confused. "Hay it's luke from 5sos and you won tickets for derp con!" He said excited. "OH-MY-GOSH NO WAY YAY YAY OH AIEEE" i screamed through my room as my mom came in "what is-" my mom said but i interrupted her "MOM I HAVE 5SOS ON THE PHONE AND I HAVE WON TICKETS TO DEPRCON" I screamed. I heared giggles from the phone. "Can i say that i love you guys for that so deeply" i said without breathe. "I'm the happiest girl on earth right now i swear. You and my best friend this is the best day ever." I still screamed. Luke laughed. He's so cute. i wanted to slap myself. "Aw no. We have to thank you. I hope we meet you, you sound pretty nice." Michael laughed. "Good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught." Calum whistled and i laughed and screamed. "Bye y/nick/n" someone said as the line went dead. Who was this? he knowed my nickname this is so.. you have paranoia y/n. You only heared this in your head.
I tryed to control my happiness but i couldn't and screamed a few more times as i heared my phone vibriting.
Lucifer: 'i'm back y/n '
Y: 'OH GOSH LUCI YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED! THIS CAN'T BE REAL! UUUGH'
Lu: 'what is it? '
Y: '5sos has called me and I'M GOING TO DERPCON YAY YAY YAY'
Luc: 'oh congrats y/nick/n i'm so happy for you ! '
Y: 'this is not the reaction that i wanted to have from you because we meet after this long tim Yay yay YAAAY'
Luc: 'OH YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT I DIDN'T THOUGHT OF THIS UUGH Y/N I'MSO EXCOTED OMG'
Y: 'that's my luci *proud* '
We wrote about the derp con like half an hour.
Luc: 'so where do we want to meet? '
Y: 'idk maybe at the entrance? oh gosh i'm so excited'
Luc: 'uhm.. idk maybe this is not the best place'
Y: 'oh why? '
Luc: 'because there will be a lot of people idk if we would find us '
Y: 'oh okay then let us meet inside? '
Luc: 'okay sure and where?'
Y: 'idk we can write when we are there. And put that fucking pizza away you make me hungry '
Luc: 'maybe i wanted that? '
I love her. I really do. More than i ever loved a friend. --at the derpcon --
Y: 'i'm in the arena luci ✌'
Luc: 'oh okay i'm too. Where do you want to meet?'
Y: 'okay first i would tell you.. we never seen each other before so i'm really nervous. please don't be scared of my ugliness. and can we meet beside the stage? There are not that much people. ☺'
Luc: 'ok. NO I THINK YOUR PRETTY Y/N! YOU'VE POSTED SO MUCH SELFIES ON YOUR IG, I KNOW YOU ARE AND DON'T DENY IT! Okay but you never seen me before so.. i wear a red plaid shirt, black skinny jeans and have blonde hair.. i think that's all you need to know when there are not that much people '
Y: 'oh okay so now you sound a lot more like luke sorry not sorry '
Luc: 'shut up haha.. '
I slowly walked to the stage and waited at the side. I waited for like 5 minutes and but she was still not there.
Y: 'where are you?'
Luc: 'i'm on my way.. i'm really nervous'
Y: 'i'm nervous too! Don't be scared i don't bite, and no matter how you look i will love you anyway.'
Luc: 'i love you too.. i really do y/n. You have no idea.'
I waited 2 more minutes as i saw the door from the backstage area opened as two black shoes walked out of the door. I looked up and OMG I SAW LUKE. Luke hemmings. He was wearing a red plaid shirt and black skinny jeans. I turned my head and searched for lucifer and had to smile of the thought that she was wearing the exact same clothes.
I saw luke who was walking in my direction. I thought about to ask him for a picture as he spoke "hey, what's so funny." He smiled. "Uh.. what.. uhm i.. i wait for my friend and i had to smile by the thought that she is wearing the exact same clothes as you." I laugh. "Oh ehm.. y/n right?" He smiled. "Uh yeah.. why.. oh you remember my name from the call?" I smiled proudly. "Uh.. yeah kinda" he mumbled, "no i'm ehm.. how is your friends name?" He asked nervous. Why is he nervous? "Her name is lucifer.. i think she's here soon." i smiled. "yeah the thing is y/n" he layed his hand on his neck "i know lucifer very well." he mumble. "And so i know you." He rubbed his neck. "Wait what?" I asked confused. "I'm lucifer y/n." He sayed nevous. No this couldn't be the truth. "Oh yeah nice joke." I laughed. "I'm serious y/nick/n." He smiled and played with his feets. "Proof it." I sayed in shock and my eyes had widened. "Urm.. okay.. you have this little violet teddy called viosno." He said strict. This only knowed lucifer. This couldn't be real. This was all a lie!
the tears began to roll down my cheeks as i turned around and ran away. "Y/n" i heard luke yell.
Now i sit here, here under the tribune. It's dirty. everywhere lay bottles, paper and other stuff. How dumb am i? i really thought i have someone who understand. I hate my life. The only light in it was gone. Extinct. "Y/n? Y/n where are you?" I hear luke yell. "Y/n i didn't meant to hurt you. Let me explain it." He yells again. 'Let me alone let me alone go out of my head i didn't need you' i though over and over again. "Y/n say something!" He said. I sob loudly. Fuck. "Y/n? Are you here?" The voice comes closer and closer. "Y/n let me explain-" he says out of breath but i cut him off. "Why? Why did you do this? Over 2 fucking years?! You were my idol and you knowed it!" I cry. "Y/n what do you think i had to do? I can't write you 'oh yeah you know.. i'm luke hemmings, your idol and i love you'. Please understand me. I always told you i love you and i meant it like i said, i still mean it like that." he takes a sit beside me. "You.. you love me?" I cry. "Yes.. y/n i do." He looks me straight in the eyes, "i do it now, and i always will." He put his right hand on my cheek. "I.. don't know you luke." i mumble. "Yes you do. I told you nearly everything about me." He leaned in. "So nothing was a lie except the fact that you're a girl?" I smiled with tears in my eyes. "No." He looked me szraight in the eyes. I put my head forwards to softly kiss him as our lips touch each other. Luke smiles in the kiss and places his other hand on my other cheek. We pulled away but our forheads are still touching. I look him in the eyes and say: "i think i love you too."
