"And you didn't even bother telling me this! Why? I fucking trusted you. As a friend. As a lover!" He cried, tears rolling down his cheeks, making me sob.
"I'm sorry baby, but you need to listen to me..."
He shook his head. "I don't want to talk to a cheater." He continued packing his bags, his back facing me. I stared in silence as he packed his bags and started walking to the door. My brain seemed to understand what was happening because my legs finally started moving.
"No, baby, you need to listen to me. She was my old fiance. My parents chose her for me!" He shook his head.
"Yet you were my fiance while your parents still had that pact. That's enough for me to know." I grabbed onto his hands, trying to stop him, but he brought his hands up and slapped me. The sound resonated all around the house, demanding silence.
I looked up and saw his red, bloodshot eyes, staring at me with hate. He took a deep breath before running out, taking my heart with him. I collapsed on the floor, my body giving up on me. Great Jinhai. The love of your life just left you. All because you didn't tell them the truth. I felt my sobs turning into loud wails of sadness. I messed up... badly. I walked towards the kitchen and grabbed my knife, looking at it with hopefulness.
"Please make me feel again." I whispered while caressing it.
I bandaged my arms and stomach, trying to stop the flow of blood coming out. A sadistic laugh left my mouth, giggling at the vulgar scars. I continued laughing until I realized what I was doing. "No..." A light whisper left my mouth. "Not again..."
