Chapter 12- Confession

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A/N: So last chapter was not a cliffhanger, it was dramatic, because he thought John was cute, two other things, first, the first part of this chapter is crappy, second, that's it.

Oh, and if you didn't notice, each time I switch POV's, I normally go back in time slightly.



John's POV

I see Ham turn a little, he's awake.

"Oh hey, John, he's awake," Margarita says, pointing at him.

"Oh hey Hamham," I say, realizing I said Hamham, Ham blushes slightly, I do too, I mean, it's not that much, just a nickname.

"Okay, I need to get more leaves, my back is in pain, bye," Margarita says, she walks away, going down and walking somewhere.

I hear Alex mumble something like 'Cute', I blush deeply.

"Erm, uh, Ham, what can I call you? Ham or Hamham just feels... wrong, if that makes sense." I try to explain, moving my arms around for no good reason.

"Uhh, well, you can call me Alex," 'Alex' offered. I smile brightly.

"Ok... Alex," I say, winking at him for, again, no good reason, just in the heat of the moment, I see Alex's face fade into a pink, I think now I'm blushing, I realize what I did, maybe I embarrassed him.

"Erm, sorry," I say apologetically.

"Sorry about what?" Alex asks, some confusion mending in his voice.

"Well, you're blushing, or you're embarrassed..?" I say slowly, feeling slightly awkward, for again, no reason. (Writer's block, major writer's block)

"Uhh, I'm, uh.. Blushing," He says, he moves to criss-cross apple sauce, I sit down as well in the same position. I re-think what he said- Wait, he's blushing, and I winked at him, which for some reason means they like you in anime. IDK, but, he's blushing, Margarita didn't do anything before she left- Wait--

Does he like me..? like, like-like? Or just friends?

No, no, impossible, I mean, he's not gay, at all, he could be, but he's suffering through amnesia and Margarita's suffering from her sad past, and I'm suffering because I don't know if Lexi likes me or not! UGHH! 

"Hey John, are you okay?" Alex asks, cocking his head cutely, does he want me to die!? HE'S SO CUTE! I feel a weird feeling come through my nose, a bloody nose is coming! Oh no, whattt eeeever shaaal Iii doooo? (the thought is thought sarcastically)

"Yeah, I-" I get interrupted by a drop of blood landing on my hand.

"Are you sure? I'm gonna get a leaf so you can clean yourself off," Alex says, going to his containers and grabbing a leaf the size of a tissue, it's even thin and soft.

"Thanks, bloody noses come randomly for me, a family thing," I say, grabbing the leaf and cleaning my hand, my bloody noses are weird, it's just a weird feeling then a bloody nose happens, but for one second, so it's just a spurt of blood- sorry if this is disgusting tho.

"Wait, you missed some blood," Alex says, grabbing another soft leaf, he kneels down really close to my face, I'm definitely blushing, so is he, but he's just blushing lightly.

                                                                    Why do I want to kiss you...

I see Alex blush deeply.  Oh crap, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH CRAAP! I SAID THAT OUT LOUD!! HOW!! OMGOMGOMG! I start mentally freaking out, but I stop when I hear one noise, Alex's giggle. I look up, Alex is smiling and giggling ever so cutely. I think my whole face is a blend of red and pink. 

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