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|| JG ||

"Jack.."

I sigh, pausing Halo. "What now?"

Jack smirks at me. "I still haven't gotten you back for saying dick way too much."

"Well, then blow me up or some shit in
there," I say, pointing to the screen.

(sorry guys, i really have no clue wtf halo is)

"Eh," He says. "I'd rather settle this on the court."

I laugh. "Jack, it's pouring."

"So, it's just water falling from the sky at high speeds," He says. "No biggie."

He turns off the Xbox and takes the controller out of my hands.

"So, are we gonna do this or what?" He asks.

"Fine, you little bitch," I respond. "I'm gonna beat you."

He scoffs. "We'll see, bitch."

We run downstairs and go to the hoop on his driveway.

After he grabs a ball, (A/N OH MY GOSH MY MIND IS TOO DIRTY) we start to play.

I steal the ball from him, and after a while, shoot.

"Woooo!" I cheer.

I look over to see Jack on the ground.

"Bro, you okay?" I ask, walking towards him.

"Yeah, I just slipped. Can you help me up?"

I nod. "Uh, yeah. Sure."

I offer him my hand, and he grabs it tightly. I pull him up.

"Uh, thanks," He says.

"N-No problem."

I look down at our intertwined hands.

He still hasn't let go.

He looks down and his face turns red. "S-Sorry."

"It's okay."

He looks up at me again, his blue eyes staring right into my dark brown ones.

His lips are parted slightly, as his breathing starts to accelerate.

We just stare at each other as the rain completely soaks us.

And, I kiss him.

I can tell he's suprised, because he isn't kissing me back.

After a second or so, he starts to relax and kiss me back.

Kissing someone who you have loved forever in the rain. Cliché. But, I'm not complaining.

We walk inside, not breaking the kiss for a second.

I push him gently up against the wall. He wraps his arms around my neck.

Damn, he's a good kisser.

He suddenly stops kissing me, so I start to leave a trail of kisses down to his neck.

"Jack.."

I keep on sucking on his neck, trying to find his sweet spot.

"J-Jack, stop."

I look up at him.

"Is there anything wrong?" I ask.

"Yes!" He yells. "There is! I don't want you, I don't want this!"

"But," I say, "What just happened then?"

He sighs, running a hand through his soaking wet blonde hair. "I...I don't know. I just, I know I don't want this."

"What's 'this'?" I ask, putting finger quotes around "this."

"You. And me. I don't want that," He says softly. "I mean, Jack, I just don't think I'm ready for that. What you did to me hurt. And it's not something I can just forget."

"I know but... I thought that maybe we can move past that," I say.

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" He screams. "You are the reason everything in my life is messed up! You are the reason why all I do is wish I would just die already!"

I can feel tears starting to form in my eyes.

He looks at me with wide eyes. "Jack, I didn't mean it..."

I shake my head, running out the door.

"Jack!" I hear.

I don't fucking care anymore.

I feel him grab my arm.

Jack stands there, panting. "Jack, listen to me. I'm sorry, I-"

"No," I say, "You were right."

"No, I wasn't," He says. "Jack, just come back to my house. Just let me talk to you, please."

"Let go of me," I say.

"No," He states. "I'm not going to let go of you."

I clench my fist. "Jack, please let go of me."

"No!" He says. "I'm not going to do that. You can leave first thing tommorow, but for now, please just come back."

"Jack, let go of me," I say.

"I don't want to lose you," He says. "Please, just come back home."

"I told you to let go of me!" I scream, pushing him down.

I walk towards his small, trembling body on the ground.

"J-Jack... d-don't hurt me," He says.

I shake my head.

"Jack, please don't hurt me," He says, tears starting to fall from his eyes.

"I'm sick and tired of loving someone who will never love me back!" I scream, kicking him in the ribs.

"I-I thought you changed..." He says, grimacing in pain. "Guess I was wrong."

"What can I say? You bring out the worst in me, Jack," I say, brining my fist to his face.

"W-What happened to you? This isn't you," He says. "Jack, this is not you."

I look down at my shaking hands.

He's right.

What have I done?

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my guy best friend got me chocolates today @ my meet but i gave up all sweets for lent so i didn't accept it. but now that i think about it i should've saved it.