Drown For Me//Colson Baker

two

Pete's hands were all over me by the time we go to our house.

I barely had enough time to walk through the door because he pushed me up against the wall immediately and placed his lips on mine.

I kissed him back, smiling at how eager he was and I let him attack my neck with kisses.

"Hold on," I said grabbing his hand and leading him to our bedroom. He pushed me on the bed, I giggled at him and he bit his lip looking at me. He crawled on top of me and started kissing me.

My mind had been elsewhere since we left the show. I couldn't stop thinking about Colson, and how handsome he was. He wasn't my boyfriend, and he made a point to talk to me when I was alone because my actual boyfriend ditched me.

It felt good to feel cared about.

And there was something in his eyes when he looked at me, and something else when I caught him looking at my body. It made me blush every time he laid those blue eyes on me.

I couldn't help but think about what it would feel like to have him kissing me instead of Pete. And how it would feel to have his hands going up my shirt, instead of my boyfriends.

"Are you okay?" Pete asks, snapping me out of my thoughts making me embarrassed to even be thinking that way.

I shook my head and kissed him again, letting him know to continue.

Again my mind went to Colson, and how it would feel to -

"You seem out of it? Did you pop a molly backstage or something?" He said stopping and looking at me.

"Pete I'm fine," I say trying to kiss him but he dogged it.

"Nah I'm good, my high just went away." He informed me, making me feel like shit as he walked into the bathroom.

It irritated me that he always had to be high. It was an all the time thing, and it was noticeable when he was, and he's been that way since middle school. It's embarrassing to bring that around my family.

"So you can only fuck me when you're high?" I say getting up and walking to the bathroom. He was starting the shower and taking his clothes off when I came to it.

"What? No, you just seemed like you weren't into it. Like you had other things on your mind or something." He said slipping into the shower and closing the shower door. I rolled my eyes and walked back into the room and laid back down.

He was always high when we had sex, he was never sober so it was an everyday thing.

"There's a party tomorrow, are we going?" I asked raising my voice enough for him to hear me over the running water.

"Who, Kells?" He asked me.

"Yeah, Colson invites us to come. Are we going or not?" I asked again. I couldn't hear him laugh at something but I didn't know what.

"Why do you call him Colson?" He asked me, that being obvious it was the reason he laughed. I rolled my eyes at him.

"It's his name."

"Yeah but everyone calls him Kelly or Kells, it's weird that you don't."

"Are we going or not?" I asked again for a third time, hoping to get an answer and ignoring the part where he called me weird.

"Yeah."