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The next day
Kelly drove me home right before she had to enter work and I was still sleepy it was 6 am. I arrived home and went straight to sleep in my bed, it was nice there wasn't any noise.
I woke up at 8 am when my sister had to get to school, my dad was at work and I was the only one to drive her. I didn't mind driving her to school it was binding time.

"So what was all of yesterday about?", she asked.

"Well I am starting to ask myself that as well, I was just frustrated with mom and it escalated a lot. She told my boyfriend I cheated on him because the night before I had came from the club at 1 am. She yelled at me basically degrading me for having some fun. I will say don't do what I did if you ever are in my shoes. Yeah go have fun but if they start causing you walk away talk it out later. If you absolutely can't and you need space get your space think it out thoroughly.", I said.

"Note taken so do you like mom?", she asked.

"As of right now not really", I answered honestly.

"Oh does that mean I can't be with her?"

"Not at all your relationship with mom is your choice you love her do that be happy, we both grew up in two different situations so our relationships with her are different. Just like I imagine you have to get used to used to dads personality.", I explained.

"Yeah dad pretty cool tho he's a lot chiller than ma."

"I won't lie thats true just don't get him mad", I warned.

"Yeah that's true thanks Bey for dropping me off", we arrived to her school.

"See you later", I drove off.

Thinking about it all I knew I was slightly overreacting, I went of on Shawn a little to hard. I am frustrated I want to be close to my mom but what she thinks of me or wants me to be stands in the way. I know she is more old school and thats were it gets hard.

Growing up with my carefree dad it was different there wasn't these strict rules, he was more of guide. We would go clubbing together and he teach me how to stay safe, what to avoid. He didn't teach me how to dance or anything that was all me he just kept an eye while he was with other friends or random people.

I was still not ready to talk to my mom the extra lengths she went to make me pay for going out was awful. She put huge strain on my relationship and she was going the extra mile to trap me down. I just needed to go Shawn and talk to him again clear somethings.

Before that I stopped at the store for some flowers and I picked up some breakfast for us. I made my way to his house and knocked on the door.

"What in the hell", he looked at me confused, "you aren't a morning person come on in"

I walked into his house he was walking around in his underwear, clearly he had just woken up.

"Give me a second I just woke up I'll be out in a minute", he said.

That gave me time I grabbed an empty vase I found in his house then proceeded to set the flowers. After that I got some plates and set the breakfast I had brought over. His place was pretty clean so I left it as it was he knew how to keep up.

"What is all of this?", he asked.

"I came to apologize for yesterday I overreacted to what you told me.", I answered.

"You really are a different breed of girl no girl has ever apologized to me", he said.

"I am going to be your wife and I wann make sure we have a healthy relationship that includes admitting when we are wrong.", I said.