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Crazy In Love

We are on my the set of my first music video ever, I'm beyond excited everything here seems so cool. It didn't hit me until now and I'm ready to give it my all kill this shoot, I am living the dream. It all started last week though all the rehearsals for dancing was great it was hard but thankfully I have been getting fit. I loved learning the choreography and I love the dance especially the uh oh part. The fact hat Jay was in the music video helped me as well because I had someone to help me.

"Hey baby, how you feeling first music video?", Jay asked entering the dressing room.

"I feel good I'm super excited to record the music video", I said while getting my hair done.

"You're gonna have fun but it is still gonna be one long day trust me, these shoots take a while", he said taking a seat next to me.

"I came ready for the experience", I said.

They finished up getting my make up and hair ready for filming then came picking the outfits. I decided for the first set a tank top and some shorts with red heels, it was easy to dance in thats all I needed. We started to do the dancing scenes the sun was like blaring on me but I was happy.

"You're killing it Bey", Shawn said after we finished recording that part.

He had a towel to wipe all the sweat of my face, obviously I am gonna need to get my make up redone it was strong but the sun was stronger. We went back to the dressing room and I was quick to get water.

Shawn just looked at me and laughed, I took a seat and finished my water. The next thing you know I was getting my make up redone and my hairstyle was being changed. It was alright I took the opportunity to take a nap in the chair.

We got back to filming but this half I was more tired in it but I perservered and enjoyed it. I love everything about this day and it ended the next day at 2 in the morning. We all had some drinks and drove back to Shawn's apartment being that it was closer.

I walked in stumbling and yelling, I was happy and bit more tipsy than I should be. My boyfriend looked more attractive than ever, I guess I never paid attention to his muscles. I felt confident and I was strutting around  his house letting him know it.

"What are you doing girl?", he asked me.

"Nothing just going to bed", I spun around almost losing my balance.

"Ya sleep here in your room baby wear out the effect of that alcohol I see it all over you", he pointed to the guest room.

"But I wanna be with you we rarely do this, I never stay over and I miss you", I told him wrapping myself around him.

"This week not tonight I know what you're doing and how it is hitting you and I won't let you do that", he picked me up and took me to the guest room.

"At least stay with me for a while", I said.

He sighed and laid down next to me I rubbed his chest and he played with my hair, I still was feeling the confidence but sleep was calling. He chuckled because he knew I was falling asleep and he was successful at making me fall asleep.

A few hours later

The sunlight beaming in from the window woke me up with a piercing headadche and dizziness like if I was still drunk. I looked around trying to understand what happened to my clothes, and I ended up finding Shawn shirts.

Wait did we do actually do anything?

I got up to head to the kitchen... I landed on the ground, now I was trying to get that shirt for Shawn not to see my boobs.