Days After (Book 2 Of The BDA Series) COMPLETED

chapter 30.... Am Not Good Enough

After several minutes of him driving and Insulting me under his breathe, we arrived at West's house.
I quickly got out and ran inside the compound.

"Hey get back here!!!! Give me my money!!!!" He chased after me.

Lucky for me, the front door was opened, I rushed in, I found myself in the living room, that was not the only thing I found.

"You bitch you better give me my money or else..... Oh snap." He said as soon as he saw what was in front of us, or should I say who was?!!!

West. On top of another woman. Staring right at me.

"Axymah!!! Oh shit!!!" He scrambled to get off of her and to his feet. The world stop, so did my heart, my body was numb. I didn't know how and what to feel, a tear rolled down my cheeks, I stood there. Staring. I didn't want to believe my eyes. Visuals can be deceptive, right?!

"Axymah!", He stood on his feet as he looked for his boxers and tried to wear them in haste " it's not what you think, I can explain."

Tears flooded my eyes, a sob escaped my lips, my body began to tremble, I felt an overwhelming emotion, Dario's words rang in my ears.

You're worthless, everyone that claims to love you, will always betray you.

"No!!!!" I screamed out loud.

You're a murderer, you don't deserve to live, you're a worthless piece of shit.

"No!!" I bolted out of there as fast as I could, I was running as fast as my legs could carry me, I have no idea where I'm going. I have to run away from him, he'll catch me, he won't rest until he sees my end. His words resonated in my head, I needed to get away.

I kept running, I didn't stop, my heart was beating rapidly against my chest, my chest was heavy, Adrenaline pumped into my veins as I ran even faster, I saw lots of people giving me weird looks, that was the least of my concern, I was running. Turning right, left, I couldn't see where I was going anymore, air rushed into my eyes, tears flowed down my cheeks.

I closed my eyes and kept running, my legs were getting tired, the voice was getting louder.

You can run but you can't hide, I'll always find you.

I pushed my legs to go faster, I bumped into someone, I lost my balance and fell, I shot back up and ran and before I knew it, I fell. I heard mumbled voices. The voices had stopped, my body was wet, water rushed into my lungs, I couldn't breathe. I panicked and threw my hands everywhere, water splashed. I was suffocating. Drowning.

I closed my eyes and gave into the darkness.

   Canvas POV

That girl, there is something about her that draws me in, Axymah. What a beautiful name, she is gorgeous, weird. I like her. I was mean to her today only so she'll notice me. I didn't want to be some cheesy idiot. Her expression back at the hotel made me laugh, I haven't laughed like that in a while.

Even Jenna fails to make me laugh, one girlfriend she is. But Axymah, she probably thought I was mocking her, I know what to do, I'll threat her to a fine dinner, I came here for a vacation. Away from nagging parents and clinging girlfriend.

I'm going to a friend's party, right now all I've been able to think about is her. But why? I'm supposed to be incapable of feeling emotion. But she....., I feel bad for her, she should not have to sleep in that filth. I'll make it up to her.

My friend's party is a pool party, lots of sexy girls, I wish Axymah will be there.

"Can you go any faster?!" My driver was going so slowly, it was as though he was scared of the road.