ANXIETY
it's all there's inside of me
I can't breathe properly
My hands are cold and there's a hole in my stomach
My mind is in a rush
All my thoughts remind me of how I'm always wrong
Always doing everything wrong
Always a failure
Always always always
I want to cry but I can't (it's hard to cry when you feel like there isn't any air in your lungs)
Will I ever be good enough in anything? I'm always being an error
I want to listen to music but I don't know which
I want some music which is as speedy as my thoughts, as fast as how I'm breathing
I'm shaking
25.05.2020
