I wrote this one
I
feel so alone in a room full of people
My family doesn't understand me
The only person who did left me
I can't handle it anymore
Life feels meaningless
I feel like I can't go on
I just wanna scream but people would stare
Happiness is strained
I know I'm not the only one
But knowing that doesn't help
What is wrong with the world
What is wrong with me
I hate myself
I hate everyone
I can't be myself even tho people tell me to be
I just can't
I feel like im a bother
I want to talk to people but i know i just annoy them
I feel so lonely
I just want someone who will tell me that everything is going to be okay
Someone who will hold me when im breaking down
And most of all someone who understands
I feel like no one will ever get me
No one understands why i do the things i do why i dress the way i do why i act the way i do and why i joke around all the time
I joke to numb the pain
It hurts
I just want it all to stop
I want all the pain and suffering to end
But i dont know how
I know a way but im to scared to take that way out
Cause that numbing has to many side affects
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Depressing Shit I've Written
PoesiaThese are poems that i have either written or seen and liked them. They will say at the top if i have written them or someone else did. (If it doesn't say than I wrote it and just got lazy) ⚠️BIG TW⚠️ *suicidal thoughts *suicide mentions *depression...
