Love from the Past

Confessions?

Chen pulled me down hallways running away from the other members. We hide inside a closet with mops and brooms.
"Shhhh." he shushed as he put a finger to my lips. My face grew hot by his touch to my lips. This is weird but fun at the same time.
"I'm going to kill him!" Kai yelled down the hall. We both laughed silently.
Chen poked his head outside the door to see if they were close. But once he poked his head out the others jumped on him and pulled the door open. Chen fell out with a thud and the members took turns tickling and smacking his butt as punishment.
"Yah! yah!" Chen laughed and yelled.
I stood there laughing and watching them attack him. I began to pull one by one off him.
"Hey, whose side are you on?" Kai asked with a hurt voice.
"Haha, Kai... don't hurt Chen. Come on, look at this face!" I shout squishing Chen's face, making him look like a fat baby. With that everyone bursts with laughter.
Once we all settled down Andy and Peter Sao good bye and went home. Kai said he would take me home in an hour. Andy made him swear to get me home safe and on time. I waved good bye to the car vanishing onto the road.
"Sueyoung-ah... we need to talk." Kai softly whispered.
"Hm, what's up Jongin?"
He grabbed my hand and pulled me close. We were so close I could feel the heat from his body. My face burned red and my breathing was uneven.
"Sueyoung, look at me."
My eyes wondered, looking at anything but his face. My eyes slowly made there way to his. I looked into his chocolate brown eyes. His hair slightly covering them. His scent filling my nostrils. When did he get so manly. When did my childhood friend turn into this attractive man.
"Sueyoung, you're so beautiful." His voice barely above a whisper.
"You're not so bad looking yourself." I joke trying to lighten the mood. I pull away from his grasp and take a few steps back. I spin on my heel to face away from him but he pulled my hand to force me to spin into him. I gasp at the surprise and at his firm hand around my waist.
"I wasn't finished Sueyoung... I need to tell you something."
"O..okay Kai."
"Sueyoung, why did you leave? Why did you leave me? You were all I had! You left me. I was alone. I need you Sueyoung. God, I missed you." He spoke with anger as tears filled his eyes. I reached up and rubbed my thumb along his soft cheek.
"Kim Jongin, I'm here now. I've missed you Oppa." I cry. I throw my arms around his neck and hug him. His arms tighten around my waist and he buries his face into my neck. We cried into each others arms and hugged each other close.
"Jongin.. I.. I never told you, I never told you back then that I loved you. I almost told you that night you gave me the charm." I whisper softly.
"Did you open the charm?"
"What?" I ask confused. I mean I just confessed to him and he's asking about the charm...
"Did you ever open the charm?"
"No?"
"That's too bad.." He sighed with a smirk.
"Why?" I ask.
"Do you still have it?"
"Yes it's on my suitcase.."
"Open it when you get home, okay?"
"Okay."
Just then Chanyeol and a girl walk over to us.
"Oppa!" The girls squeals. She jumps and hugs Kai.
"Hi, Lizzy."
She pulls aways but she's still clingy onto him. She's beautiful, like model beauty.
"Who are you?" Kizzy turns to me.
"Oh, I'm Sueyoung, a friend of Jongin."
"Jongin? yah! it's Kai!" She yells.
I jump startled by her high voice.
"Mian." I mumble.
"Sueyoung why don't you come with me. I'll get you a Coke." Chanyeol offers an arm.
I take ahold his arm and we walk inside.
"I didn't mean to offend her.." I explain once we're inside.
"Hahaha, she's just head-over-heels for him. Don't take it to heart." he laughs.
"Haha okay."
We walked inside the big room with all the members. Lay, Sehun and Chen we're dancing to a SHINEE song. Xuimin and Luhan singing along as the others were talking. Baekhyun stood when he saw me.
"Sueyoung!" Baekhyun announces my arrival.
"Hey." I wave.
Chanyeol releases my arm and leaves to get my Coke. I stand and watch Lay, Sehun and Chen dance. They're good! I smile and clap to the beat. Chen makes his way over and pulls me in to dance.
"Haha, ani! I can't dance!" I laugh.
"Come on!" they plead.
"If the girl says she can't dance then she can't." Lizzy states at the door. We all turn to face her. Chen rolls his eyes and Luhan sighs in annoyance.
"That's crazy, the girl I know is a dancing queen!" Kai exclaims brightening the mood.
The music begins to play again and everyone goes back to themselves. Lizzy blobs herself into a chair an glares at me.
"Here's your Coke." Chanyeol says handing me my Coke.
"Gomawa." I smile.
"So you and Kai.." Chanyeol trails as he sits next to me.
"Hm?"
"Haha, are you two a thing?"
Not sure what we are I shake my head no.
"Ani, we are good friends."
"Ahh, I see. Well would it be okay if I asked for a favor?"
"Sure, what is it Chanyeol?" I ask with a smile.
"Will you spend a day with me? It would be like a date but we would just be hanging out, no funny business I swear." he states holding his hands up to show he's serious.
"Hmm, I guess..." I answer looking for Kai.
"Great!" He exclaims clapping his hands together. Here's my miner text me and I'll give you the date and time. This will be fun Suryoung." He smiled as he hugged me.
He jumped up and made his way over to Baekhyun.
"Oh boy." I sighed.
Kai drove me home in silence. I didn't tell him about the 'date' Chanyeol and I made. I wasn't sure about anything at this time. As he pulled into the parking lot of the building he said, "Don't forget to open the charm."
"I won't."
I went up to the room and landed on my bed with a thud. I was exhausted, but in a good way. It was great seeing Jongin and meeting everyone else. I went to my suitcase and pulled my charm off. I walked back to my bed examining it carefully.
"How do I open it?" I whine aloud.
I pulled and turned the charm until it clicked open. "Whoa!" I yell shocked.
I pulled out a small folded paper.
I opened it to read:
'Sueyoung-ah,
You are my everything.
You are my Best friend.
You are my first love.
Sueyoung... I love you.
Sincerely yours, Kim Jongin.'
A tear fell from my eye as I read. He loved me. Back then he loved me!
"Jongin.." I whisper to myself as I drifted asleep.