Love from the Past

Wait

My hands got tangled in Kai's hair, while his roamed the outline of my body. It was like he was to scared to touch me.
"JongIn wait, wait." I muffled pulling away from the heated kiss.
"Wae? Why, are you alright?" He asked sitting up on his forearms, still hovering over me.
"Do you like me?"
"Sueyoung, we've already confessed our love...what is this about?" He asked confused.
"I feel like you still see me as the little girl you fell in love with."
"Is that so wrong?" He chuckled.
This worried me. A tear escaped my eye.
"Whoa, why! No please what did I say?" He panicked and wiped away the tear.
I sat up and pulled away from him. I made my way to the door and froze with my back turn away from him.
"I'm not that little girl Kai, she's gone. I've changed. You don't love me, you love that little girl you still see."
"Sueyoung, you love the little boy you grew up with not the man I am today." He protested.
"That's where you're wrong! I love you. I love the boy you were and I love the man you are now. I'm proud of who you are today. You don't see me and a woman yet. And until then I don't want to get hurt." With that I left and went for a walk.

It was beginning to get dark but I didn't care. I wanted Kai in every way. I love him. Thinking about not being with him hurt my heart. I continued to walk until I heard someone call my name.
"Sueyoung! Sueyoung wait!"
I turned to see Sehun, the baby of the group EXO; Kai's friend...
"Oh, hi Sehun." I wave.
"I saw you alone, you shouldn't be walking at night by yourself." He warned with a smirk.
"Ah, I understand." I nod with a weak smile.
"You're too pretty, something could happen. Let me walk you home."
"Ani, it's okay. Nothing will happen." I protest.
"Ah, I insist. If something did happen then I would feel horrible! I'm walking you home Sueyoung." With that he locked his hand in mine and walked me home.
We talked all the way there. He told me about his trainee years, and how he met Kai. He told me about his obsession with bubble tea. His interest and what kind of women he likes.
"I may be young but I know what kind of woman I want."
"Haha is that so?" I tease as we made our way to my door.
"Ne, she should be about your height, have beautiful smile like yours. And big brown eyes and long black hair. She has to speak Korean and if she spoke English that would be hot." He winked.
"You little..." I laugh and pinch his cheek. "You really do know what you want."
"Yes I do. And I want you."
My smile faded and I froze.
"Wait."