Chapter 19

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Rickys POV:

I can't do this,
I don't know why I took this risk in the first place. It is embarrassing, and shameful.
I look like a fool.

But I really want to tell EJ how I feel, and clear everything up. He did such harm to me back in middle school, but I think it's time he tells me what I did.

I feel so tense in my body as I put my head in between my legs  and cry like a baby.

Until I hear footsteps, which sound  like Ninis.
I know her so well, I know her footsteps 😂  i'll.

"Ricky.."

She sits down right next too me with her East high sweatshirt and cute pony tail as I cry my eyes out.

"Ricky, I didn't want to cause any issues, and did not mean for this too end like this. I'm very confused why you're here, because I know you hate musicals. I also never had the time to clear things up with you, and I even forgot about your history with EJ. I'm so sorry."

She gave me a big hug, which felt good considering it's what I've wanted for a wile.

I put my head up, extremely teary eyed, face completely red as nini backs away from me.

"I love you nini, I couldn't say it then, but I've been trying to prove it for a wile. But now EJ is here to confuse things and with both of you, it's too much. I just couldn't do it."

I wasn't even sure if I loved her anymore.

I feel like a real baby right now. I haven't cried this much in forever.

I did really feel like I could be completely honest with nini, even though she was dating my ex and I might not feel the same way.

"I like EJ again. It never stopped, though he ruined everything for me a wile ago. I'm not sure what to do."

She gives me another hug, maybe I did want her.

You see this is the confusion I'm dealing with.

I hear more footsteps.

It was EJ who runs in.

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