RJ: what goes around comes around

Chapter 1- Ricky finds out

Chapter 1: Ricky POV

Ricky POV
Chapter 1:
It was August 23, 2019. I had just experienced a long summer of boredom and sadness, moping over my loss of friendship, my loss of love, and happiness overall. Nini is my everything, and I lost a huge
piece of myself when I lost her. And it was all because I couldn't say a simple 3 word sentence, I love you. I loved her, but I couldn't say it. I don't know why, and I'm still trying to figure that out.
Today I will go to school and try to get myself a new. I will redeem her, because I know she misses me like I missed her, right?
Right?

I'm ready.I walk up to her locker with all the ease and passion that I have felt for her for a long time, and I smile. "Hi nini".
Something was off, it Didint seem like her normal self. She looked very shocked and didint say a thing at all, nothing. It was an awkward Pause. She finally said something.
"Heyyyyyy, so I met someone new"
WHAT? I said pause. Pause. Pause meaning, you stop, and then start again. What did nini not understand about that?

I don't really Rember what happened after that, exept for the fact that I cried. Cried my eyes out, because that piece of me was lost, and not coming back (considering her tone). I can't believe I even made it untill lunch. but I did, and i sat a table and the far end of the cafeteria, regretting every life decision I have made. Big red keeps talking about how he had been into golf over the summer, and I honestly could not care less. I couldn't stop thinking about nini. I felt like I needed a therapist. Before I could even speak about my feelings, nini walks in with someone with her new boyfriend, and Kourtney. She looked so cute and had a major summer glow up.

Wait, wait a minute. I recognized her Boyfriend. EJ.
The guy that made me bi.
My middle school significant other.
I haven't seen him since.
Suddenly, I was so shaken up and confused, I passed out.