We are not dead yet(poetry): Plot twist and other magic tricks

37

I feel suffocated

By the crowd

I may sound frantic but no doubt

These symptoms are choking me inside out

Causes are far worse than asthma

If you have no idea this is a people trauma

Let me stay home, alone

But don't let me walk alone

So no, no public transportation

Irrational, I know

But no, no elevators for now

With my racing heart,

Choking state,

This anxiety disorder,

seems harder than I thought

So, cut me the crap of pity party

as I am doing the best I can to breathe steady