stuck in your love cycle (on break)

23: broken promises pt 2.

Sam POV 

I wake up with a bright light shining in my face.

"ughhhh" I groan at it .

"Oh hello samaria happy to see you awake how are you"

"i'm good, my body hurts." i say trying to get comfortable.

"good your fine you suffered two shots to the leg and one to the stomach. Which means unfortunately your baby didn't make it ." the doctor says making me frown 

"baby?" 

"yea you were 1 month pregnant i'm sorry for your lost. I'll go inform your family." the doctor says making tears fall from my eyes.

Toosii POV 

Me, izzy, crystal, and sams parents sit in the waiting room waiting for the doctor. 

We been waiting for hours. Everybody been crying . Her parents fussed at me for a while. I feel so bad because izzy told me how sam was feeling and why she was acting weird at the birthday party.

I felt bad honestly because she was right. i'm the only person in her life that ever put her in this much danger.

I get snapped outta my thoughts by the doctor.

"family of samaria davis" 

"that's us, her parents say standing up." 

"well she is doing alright, if it wasn't for the clothes stopping the bleeding she would have died. She suffered from 2 shots in her leg and 1 to the stomach. So unfortunately she lost the baby. She is a wake y'all can go see her." The doctor says as we all sit in disbelief. She was pregnant....

We lost our baby. I think as we walk to her room.

Sam POV 

My parents, izzy, crystal, and jour walk in the room. 

"you okay baby how you feel" my mom asked while my dad was behind her as they sat in one of the chairs. 

"i'm fine." i say looking at izzy with the "help me" look as jour came and sat in the chair close to my bed.

He tried to grab my hand but i moved away making him move away and sigh. 

"I was pregnant..." i say as my voice cracked and i started to cry while izzy sat on one side of the bed and crystal sat on the other side as they both held me . Jour sat in the corner with his head down.

"i'm so sorry sammy j but you have to talk to him" izzy says in my ear as I nod and everybody got up leaving me and jour in the room alone.

I sigh and start to fidget with my promise ring  which made jour sigh and break the silence.

"look i'm sorry. Izzy told me how you felt at yoma's party. I had no idea." he says moving closer

"Ik i should've told you. It was all fine until now." i say wanting to cry but tears just wouldn't come out. I cried too much these past years.

"what do you mean until now" he asked tilting his head to the side.

"Jour i love you, so much. You are honestly one of the best things that happened to me, but also the worst. I been hurt so many times over these years and you have been the cause everytime." I say sigh before continuing . 

"We lost our child jour, i was pregnant again . 1 month." tears finally find their way out.

"so what are you saying?" jour asks making me scoff. 

"I think we should take a break. A longer one than the last two time. We need time to grow without each other. If not the relationship isn't gonna work. Your just gonna keep feeding me broken promises that you don't keep. While i take it." I rant making a few tears drop down jours face.

"your right, we are moving too fast we are still young, but i'll always be here. i'm ready when you are" He says kissing my cheek.

"okay now that we got that outta the way when can I get outta here." i say making him chuckle .

The doctor comes back in and gives me my papers to sign allowing me to leave out the hospital.

Toosii POV 

I was hurt by what sam said but she was right. We were moving too fast. I didn't have my life together which put hers in danger. Yoma was with her grandparents so me and sam can get a break. 

I plan on picking her up tomorrow so she can stay over my house while sam gets herself together at hers. I'm gonna respect her wishes and give her time. She needed space and I was gonna give it to her. 

I wanna have a girl to fall back on so I called up one of my old hoes.

"toosii why you calling don't you gotta bitch" she says answering the phone

"girl don't answer the fucking phone like that, and no we done so wassup." i say not tryna talk too much.

"you can slide" she says simply making my smile 

"bet"

I know it was kind of wild to do but i was hurt. Sam just broke my heart basically . I need some comfort cooch and that's what i was gonna get.

Sam POV  

I leave out to see izzy still in the waiting room. "where's jour" i ask him confused.

"i'm dropping you off home, that's cool?" he ask standing up.

"yes that's fine." i say following him to the car on my crunches. 

I knew that jour was mad at me but damn. 

"you okay? y'all talked it out" he asks looking from the road to me.

"i'm fine and yea i told him everything, we're taking a break." i say sighing 

"that's why he didn't wanna drop me off, he's mad at me" 

"well yea. I would be too you broke little niggas heart" he says chuckling making me push him. 

"it's not funny iz! He broke my heart too. It broke my heart just to tell him that shit" i say sitting back in my seat.

"i feel that." 

"Now we gotta coparent."

Coparenting ...

To be continued...

Authors note: i know this one is kinda short.  i have one more social media then I have another chapter then i'm taking a break. so yea .