was it meant to be? technoblade×reader(female)

past love.

It's now a month later, Tommy is still stuck in the exile with Dream. From what I heard, Tommy is slowely dying. Me and Techno are still training everyday, even though first week wasn't the best as I was still mad and my hate for Dream grew.
He wasn't like that when we first met...

Tommys POV
Past month was the worste month of my life. Dream would come every day, making me "company." But I hated it the most

Flash back
I just came back to the house from mining, as I saw new figure pulling up. I knew who it was at the moment. It was Dream.
As much he was a dick to me, he was my only friend. Nobody really liked me anyways. Everyone were happy I got exiled. Nobody wanted to visit me. His words are strong enough for me to belive.
He comes to the house.
"Hello, Tommy how are you?" something he would always say when he would show up.
I stay quiet at first but the I decided I don't feel like fighting so I answered.
"Hi Dream, I'm good I guess," I say looking at the wall, hoping hw would forget something.
But he didn't.
He started digging a hole.
"Tommy." he says standing up when he's done.
"Put your stuff in the hole."
I hated this. I just minned my stuff. I spent days on this, just for him to blow it all up.
But as well I didn't have chanses against him, so I put stuff in the hole as he blows it all up.
And that went on for a month. Every day.
End of flash back

I see Dream coming through the nether portal.
Here we go again
"Hi Dream how are you?" I'll try to be nice today.
"Oh I'm good Tommy, thank you."
He comes to a big camp ghostbur built when he was here. It was really nice of him.
He starts digging a hole on the floor as he finds a room.
Something I hid from him.
Something he shouldn't see.
"What is that, Tommy?" he asks stepping in the room, looking through chests.
"Oh, I-" I start just to get cut off by him.
"Did you hide that from me, Tommy?" I stay silent at that question.
"Tommy why? I was nice to you. I didn't take your stuff last three days. I didn't expect much to you. One thing you should do is just listen to me. And do what I say. Tommy that's why you were exiled. You were bad for the country. And I was your only friend. Only person that came to you."
"Dream, I- I'm sorry- I-"
"Tommy, no come with me." he says to me taking something from his back.
He finds what he was looking for handing it to me.
TNT.
"Lit it up Tommy. Now."
"Good, now throw it in the house."
I do what he says looking as the house blows up.
He destroyed everyhting I worked for.
"You can start again, Tommy. You can't go to the nether. You can't see anyone. Nobody can come here until I decide you changed."
He says leaving the island, heading back to the Dream SMP.

I fall on the floor, looking how everything burns down. As it feels bad, because I spent time on that. It feels good as well.
It goes all my trauma on a burning pile, all lit up as I start to smile.

"What if I just go. He just left, he wouldn't know. He said I'm exiled, he didn't say where. I can just leave."
I stand up on my legs, trying to get my balance back as I start walking away from fire.
I can feel free again.
I can live again.
But it doesn't feel right. It really doesn't.
I turn back around, walking back to the fire. As I feel not free. Like I can't live.
I would rather fell free to live than doing something what feels right, but could kill me.
With that I start running away from everything. Away from fire. Away from my burning house.
If I, catch the fire I change my aim
throw my troubles at the pearly gates.

I reach snow biom, seeing a house in the distance. Lights are on and I see a figure, that looks like a girl.
I come to the house and knock on the door.
They open after some time and I see a girl standing in front of them, with a man standing behind her.

Y/N

"Tommy? What are you doing here?" she asks as she pulls me into a house hugging me and putting a blank over me.
She also places me on their coutch.