Mr. Horan (NH)

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Hi, guys!! I decided to do a Valentine's update!! I know that it's a day off but I hope that you all enjoy! I also hope that all of you had a great and happy Valentine's Day!!

HERE WE GO IN 5, 4, 3, 2, AND............. UNO!!

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Ella's P.O.V 

 *It's currently Feb. 14, 2015.* 

        It's been over a month since those three days Niall and I had together. Those days were so short yet ever lasting. The more time we spent together the more I remembered from what I had forgotten. Sure, I don't remember everything yet but it will come back with time. But even if it all comes back I will never be with him. Those three days were our goodbyes to us, to our love, our feelings towards each other.

Every moment was spent happily. Those moments we spent together made me feel as if nothing could ever tear us apart. We did all the things normal couples would do. We did the cheesy things, the funny things, the romantic things, the passionate things, and the caring things.

Everything made me realize that I will always love him.

But I can't. 

He's my teacher and I'm his student. 

We have to keep our distance and act like we have the same relationship as every other teacher and student. That's what we've been doing since starting school after the break. We don't speak to each other if not necessary but I still feel something there at times. I still catch him staring sometimes but I hear that he has a girlfriend now. I shouldn't be bothered by that because I have Liam but I am. He seems happy. He looks happier than I remember when he was with me. I can't help but think he doesn't care anymore. I can't help but think that he's moved on and is okay.

What once made me feel special makes me feel like nothing. He makes me feel as if everything was nothing and had no meaning to it.

But I was the one who did this. This is my fault.

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I sat at my desk with earphones in my ears blasting music through my ears. I sat there with a pen in my hand while letting my thoughts and emotions flow onto a page in black leather journal.

My ear buds were suddenly pulled from my ears and I groaned from the loss of music.

"What the hell?" I yelled angrily and I turned around to see a tired Liam. "O-Oh, I'm sorry." I apologized before closing my journal and taking my earphones from him.

"What are you doing up at 4:30 in the morning?" He asked before rubbing his tired eyes. "Nothing." I lied before turning around and placing my earphones on my desk. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him so I was facing him.

"You can't keep doing this, El. You need to get your rest." He said softly before placing his warm hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes and embraced his warmth. My sleepiness getting heavier.

"I know." I simply answered opening my eyes and looking into his. "But I can't. I try so hard to and I just can't. So, I write in my journal or drown everything out with music. I can't deal with the dreams and nightmares anymore, Liam. I can't." I explained before taking his hand away from my face. "I know, babe and I'm sorry. But I'm here for you. You know I'll be in bed right next to you. I will hold you in my arms and comfort you." He said holding so much worry and care in his eyes.

"It's not that simple." I said before walking away from him.

"Ella, don't walk away from me." He said pulling me to him once again.

"Come on, El. Let's go to bed and you and I can get some rest for later. You do know what today is, right?" He asked with a growing smile. "Yeah, it's Valentine's Day." I said with a small smile.

"Yes! So, let's go cuddle and when we wake up we can go shopping for every possible snack. Then come back here and have a lazy movie day!" He said excitedly which made me laugh. "Really?" I asked. "Yes, really!" He answered happily before lifting me up and throwing me up on the bed while we both laughed.

He joined me under the covers and took me in his arms.

"Are you sure you just want to stay in tomorrow? I don't want to ruin any plans you had." I asked looking up at him.

"You won't be ruining anything because anything I do with you makes me happy. We are going to be together and that's all that matters." He answered before kissing my forehead.

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"I can't believe I let you convince me to come to the store in my pyjamas!" I whispered to Liam as we walked into Target. "Well, I'm very convincing, darling." He whispered in my ear before grabbing a cart making me laughing.

He started to push it while trying to walk like a model making me burst into a fit of laughter.

"Wow, Liam. You are something." I said before we started to make our way to the snack ails but someone caught my attention.

Niall.

He looking at CD's with a beautiful brunette. She must be the alleged girlfriend he was rumored to have. She looked stunning even if she was in just a t-shirt and jeans. She looked like a model. Her teeth, her hair, her everything was flawless. I was honestly jealous and a little insecure. They were both laughing. 

They looked perfect together.

"Ella, are you coming?" Liam asked interrupting my envious stares and thoughts. "Yeah, sorry." I said before hurrying back over to his side.

After about thirty minutes of picking a variety of junk food or 'snacks' for our lazy day we went to go pay. Then we headed home.

We spent the day spent the day curled up on the couch together watching a variety of movies and stuffing our faces with the snacks we bought. Very romantic, I know right! Whatever, it was awesome! I love these kind of days.

This was a great Valentine's Day.

Well, except for seeing Niall with that girl. Could that really be the girl he replaced me with? I mean, she's flawless and I'm full of flaws. Of course, he would go for someone like her. He deserves someone as beautiful as her, someone who he doesn't have to hide or have a whole bunch of drama with.

It is what it is. I made this for myself and I have to make myself be happy with it.

I hope he's happy.

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Hey, guys!! I hope that you enjoyed the update even though it wasn't much! I'm sorry, I tried to do what I could. I'm really tired and there's so much going on. I know that I probably won't be able to update for a little while. I'm sorry about that, I really am.

But how was your Valentine's Day?! Did you enjoy the update?! What do you want to happen in the story?! What did you think about Ella and Liam's lazy Valentine's Day?! What do you think about Niall's new girl?! Tell me everything in the comments!

PLEASE READ, VOTE, AND COMMENT!!

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