(𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕)~ 𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛

12. 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑

"where is he!" I angrily made my way towards the doctor who was in the corridor.

"where is who?" she looked confused and scared almost.

"Thomas! where is that lying son of a-" before I could finish, I was cut off

"he'll be in the cafeteria, come on ill show you" I turned to my left and saw a boy, brunette hair, short and skinny. I followed him, not saying a word to save my anger for him. soon enough we entered a huge room with a bunch of kids in it, all wearing basically the same thing.

"hey Cara! over here!" I saw frypan waving me over to where him and the boys were sat and I wasted no time storming over to them.

"did you know?" tears were now in the back of my eyes, threatening to spill. I looked Thomas right in the eye.

"what are you talking about?" he slowly stood up, staring me right back in the face.

"Chuck! you knew didn't you?" at this point I couldn't even look at him.

"Cara... I'm so sorry I was going to tell you but-" I cut him off by hitting his chest

"you knew this whole time and you didn't tell me? you took him away from me! I promised her I'd take care of him and you took him!" my tears were now falling but I didn't care, I kept hitting his chest as hard as I could and he just stood there, taking it in.

"Cara stop! stop it!" Minho and Newt tried to grab my arms but I wouldn't let them

"why Thomas? why did you do it? you knew he wouldn't make it out either way. I hate you!" I kept repeating the last three words, now getting unwanted attention from everyone.

"I hate you! I hate you, I hate you, I HATE you!" Thomas now put his hands up to shield himself and soon the guards came and pulled me back, just like they did when Newt and Chuck were being ripped away from me.

"hey! what in the world is going on here?" Janson made his way between us, but it didn't stop me from trying to lunge at him.

"take her to her room. now!" the guards pulled me away, having to pick me up at some point as I wouldn't stop moving like a child throwing a tantrum.

soon I was in a room, the guards throwing me on the floor and when I finally looked up I saw bunk beds, telling me this wasn't only my room. suddenly the door opened and I saw the rest of the boys, including him.

"you two shanks wanna tell us what's going on?" Minho raised his eyebrows at us, waiting for an answer.

"he knew. this whole damn time he knew." I kept my voice low and quiet.

"knew what, love?" Newt slowly took a step forward.

"Chuck" Thomas' voice cracked

"no, you don't get to say that name ever again." I kept my eyes on the cold floor, the tears still pouring.

"he was my brother" they all looked at each other, shocked. I could feel the guilt Thomas felt and it was strong. stronger than I had ever felt before but that didn't stop me

"he was my brother and Thomas took him away from me. he took you too, Newt. he took all of you." I now raised my head slightly and looked and the blonde.

"we're here now, Cara. everything's okay" Winstons voice had a calming tone

"no its not okay, Winston. none of this is okay!" I stood up and made my way to the furthest bunk and jumped on the top bed.

"just leave her guys, she's had it tough, she needs her space." I heard Minhos voice and it made me happy that someone understood. kind of. but that space and peace didn't last long as I heard the familiar brit.

"you wanna talk about it?" Newt clinged onto the side of the frame, I just shifted over to let him on.

"what did you mean by he took me from you? did we know each other before the maze?" Newts voice was quiet, only so I could hear him, and it was soft.

"we all knew each other in a way. we used to share a room. before they took Chuck from me. we were best friends, we had been since we were nine actually. we spent every day together doing puzzles and quizzes. you ever made me a cake for my 13th birthday" I had stopped crying by now, I could feel his smile even when my back way turned to him.

"I don't even remember how to bake one, didn't it taste nice at least?" he chuckled

"it wasn't too bad. I also remember making a wish and not telling you what it was. you looked so upset it was adorable" realising what I had just said, my cheeks heated up a little.

"well what did you wish for?" he voice was calming and sweet. I could listen to you all day, Newt.

"I wished to be with Chuck again and to have you by my side forever. I also wished for freedom for everyone." still keeping my voice quiet, I now turned around to face him

"well it seems like you got all of those wishes." he moved a piece of my hair away from my face, smiling. I couldn't help but smile back and snuggle into his side.

"I'm tired" I yawned, my head now resting on his shoulder.

"you want me to leave?" he moved causing me to groan as the warmth left my body

"no, stay. your warm" he chuckled and put his arm around my shoulders, allowing us both to get comfy.

"alright, goodnight love" he kissed my head and within seconds I fell asleep in his arms. goodnight newt, I love you.

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