I wake up to the same things everyday. Not much changes but my outfit and how close I am to my breaking point. I shower and change into some clothes.
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I can't help but look in the mirror and feel disappointed in my face. It's the same ugly thing every day. At least my outfit looks nice.
FaceTime from TaeTae
"Hey." "Hey. Why do you sound so down?"
"Oh sorry I'm just slightly tired that's all."
"Open the door. We're here." The phone calls ends and I sigh. I'm so tired of putting up this mask, this persona that I'm so happy and someone I'm really not.
I open the door to my 2 floor apartment to my group of friends. They all head for my couch but Taehyung pulls me to one of my guest bedroom. "Can we talk? I feel like something's up with you." Taehyung looks in my eyes but I keep the bare minimum of eye contact with a fake smile on my face.
"I'm fine but what's up?" I lean my back against the wall with my hands in my jacket pocket so he doesn't see them fidget. "I know you, Y/n. You can't even look me in my eyes right now-" "Yo we're heading to the park. Stop flirting and let's go." Jungkook walks out after he yells that.
"I'm fine. We should go." Before I walk pass Tae, he grabs my arm and whispers in my ear. "Your fingers are fidgeting in your jacket pocket." I blush feeling flustered from everything he just did in the littlest bit of time.
His hand on my arm, his warm breath close to my neck, and his lower voice in my ear. He walks pass leaving me a bit stunned. He grabs my hand and drags me in the living room.
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We go out. Hanging out at the skatepark, smoothie run, and some other stuff. But since it's a Friday we decided to go to beach close to sunset. I change until maroon Nike slide and leave my shoes in the car.
"I'm guessing everyone's gonna split up so meet up at the car around dark time." I call out and everyone agrees. I play some music on my own but before I walk I hear the voice of the annoying brat Lisa invited.
"Hey Taehyung wanna hang out?" I roll my eyes and look to Lisa. "She said she was cool. I didn't know she was after your man." Lisa starts noticing what I do.
"He's not my man." "Yet. C'mon I've got a plan so follow along." We walk over to Taehyung and the little demon talking. "Hey Lia. We were just about to make a store run."
"Actually Taehyung and I were talking." She smirks. "I actually have to speak with TaeTae about something private. Do you mind?" I smile and look up at Tae.
"But we were in the middle of something-" "Lia you're a really nice girl but she comes first, always. C'mon." She scoffs and glares at me. "What's so special about her huh?" Lia looks at me along with the others giving me that 'want me to handle her' look.
"Sweetheart I kinda lead this whole group that you just so happen to walk in. These are my best friends and I'm top dog. That is even the best part but I wouldn't want to put you in a hospital." I smile and walk off with Tae.
"Alright cut the act. I know you don't have anything you want to talk about." "Is it obvious?" I look up at him and smile. "You have been giving that girl the death glare all day. It's cute." Taehyung smiles and grabs my hand.
"Ouuuuu!" Our friends yell out making me flustered. "Jennie get your mans too!" I know Jennie likes one of the guys but she hasn't spilled yet to me who the lover boy is. "Why the beach? You haven't been since..."
"The night after my friend's funeral I know."
"This morning-" "Can we ignore that?" I stop in front of him making him stop walking. "I don't want to. Y/n do you not know how much I- we care about you?" I raise my brow at him.
"You mean you but I'm listening. I know you care about me,TaeTae." Taehyung looks in my eyes trying to hold back a smile. "Your little nickname is starting to grow on me." I blush and look away from him.
"You can't make me smile and blush this much without telling me what's going on with you. Come here." I wrap my arms around Taehyung taking in his scent. We sit like this for a few moments.
"I haven't been feeling like myself. Everything I do I feel as if it's routine and it makes me feel miserable." Ashamed to look Taehyung in his eyes, I keep my head on his chest. "Is that why you randomly texted the group chat for a hangout then me?"
"I actually texted you first." I smile to myself. We talk more about what's going on in my head. I tell him about the things I've been going through since my friend's death.
"You haven't let go of me yet." "Sorry." I let go and shyly smile. "Little Miss Leader blushing for me? How cute." Taehyung licks his lips while keeping his eyes on me. "How many times are you going to call me cute huh?" I smile and put my hands in my pocket.
"Is flirting so wrong, sweetheart?" "I told you about calling me that." I start walking again with my back facing him. "TaeTae has a crush on me~" I giggle and attempt to run off, which I do for a while until his arms wrap around my body.
"I might." He says out of breath from chasing me on the beach. "What?" "I'm not going to deny my little crush on. Neither deny the fact that my crush for you has gotten bigger every time I see you." Taehyung holds me close to him making my heart race.
"Punch me if I'm wrong but I think you like me too. You're the only girl I let call me TaeTae and there's not a day we meet you don't call me that." Taehyung kisses my cheek.
I turn around and peck his lips. "I need a little more than that." He cups my cheeks and kisses my passionately. I hear the sound of a camera shutter and our friends ouuu-ing.
"Dammit Jin put the camera away!" I blush but my eyes never leave Taehyung. "Yah! This is the cutest thing I've seen all day and you want me to put this camera away? You know you youngyins these days-"
"Here he goes again." I sigh. "Was that cherry?" "Tae you better not."
"I like that flavor on you." "TaeTae stawp-" he crashes his lips on mine. My hands slowly touch his face as well.
"I want you to be my girlfriend." Tae lifts my chin to look at him. "Tae-" "I truly don't care who's standing in front of us right now. I want you."
"IM GONNA CRY." Lisa fake cries making me giggle. "Yes I'll be your girlfriend you idiot." "ABOUT TIME I FELT SINGLE AROUND YOU TWO WHEN YOU WERE FRIENDS." Jungkook pouts making laugh harder.
"I'll go take Y/n home. You guys drive home safe and don't be out too late." Taehyung grabs my hands and walks me to his car. "I kinda wanted to- ohh never mind I get it."
