[ON HOLD till March, 2022] Ms.Hammurabi Lee Ji Eun

169 days before (why?)

Thursday

Jieun's POV:

For the past three days I barely saw Jungkook. In the classroom, in the cafeteria, in the hall. If you look at these places where I met him, it seems like I was meeting him all the time. But hell no!!! Whenever we were in the same room, or had to pass by, he never looked at me. His two friends, Jackson and Sehun, sat with us during lunch time tho. But without Jungkook. I never asked why he was sitting separately. Because that was none of my business. At least I persuaded me to think in that way. To believe he was nothing more than an acquaintance...

Jungkook's POV:

I hope I'm doing well. Our eyes haven't met for three days, and we haven't talked for three days. Three freaking long days!!!! But I have been thinking about her for the last 3 days. About what she is doing at the moment, is she thinking about me too or is it only me again? Is she eating well? Is she doing well with her essay?

That's the state I've been in the previous 72 hours.

I have been avoiding her. I'm sure she will ask me something or try to make conversation with me whenever she has a chance. But that will make my condition even worse. You have no idea how hard is to try to forget someone but they still appear in your mind continuously.

Why are you making me weak, Jieun-ah?

If you were into me, we would be together by now, wouldn't we?

After all those lovey-doveys, if you want to remain only as friends... then that's it. We have no future.