[ON HOLD till March, 2022] Ms.Hammurabi Lee Ji Eun

174 days before (What if?)

Saturday

Jieun's POV

Due to yesterday's clubbing, I woke up with a heavy headache. I wanna say I don't remember anything from yesterday and how I got home. But sadly, I remember almost everything.

How he kissed me in the bathroom and how he refused to continue do what he was doing after I told him that was my first time. Gentleman, indeed. Also, he gave me a lift to home. With his fancy car again! Before he left me in front of my house's door, he placed a soft kiss on my forehead. I remember that too.

Just thinking about those things is making me blush. Just a thought can make me blush. Oh god!

But why? why did he kiss me? What's with that kiss on forehead? Is he was really going to have sex with me in the bathroom if I hadn't told him? Does he like me? -No way! He hates me, he said it by himself! Wha-what if he was just drunken and it was just one time thing? Of course, it was! He is known as a playboy. Maybe I was just one of his mistresses. But he doesn't seem that bad person. And besides that, do I freaking like him? I can't just accuse him like this, I was unbuttoning his shirts too, I let him do it! If I pretend to don't remember anything he will think that I'm crazy! — I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!" I took a very long breath and told myself "I'll just pretend I don't remember anything, maybe he will act too! Cuz he doesn't want to lose his other mistresses and I bet he think of it as an one time thing. Yeah I made my mind. Just pretend."

Jungkook's POV

I'm sure that I like her.

If I don't like her, I wouldn't step back yesterday. I usually get what I want no matter what. But her eyes! She just looked at me and said the words and I stopped. Something in her made me wanna respect her. Is that because I like her?

Aghhhh, you're making me blush, Jieun-ah!

I bet it's my first time waiting for Monday this eagerly!

Keundae...

What if she doesn't like me? What if this is just one-sided thing? Am I overreacting? Omo- what if she doesn't remember anything? Omo omo omo. Otokke! — Let's see how she will act on Monday. Hope she remembers everything.

I hope it is not one-sided thing. I really hope so...