The Adorable Casanova

Guardian of Beam

"You teased me."

"Life teased us, Beam. We have to survive, and I think, you did it good. I adore you. But, i think its time for you to stop running. Face it. Stop playing. I don't know what happened to you or your mother, but i think you reached your casanova title its because of her. Maybe Preya, too."

Beam sighed. His heart skipped a beat for a while. Forth's voice is really soft and smooth. He gave shiver to Beam, scatter his heart into pieces. Beam cry again.

"No, no, no, Baby, don't cry," Forth said lovingly. He pulled Beam to his embrace and stroked his back slowly. "Tell me, Baby, whats hurt you most? Let me erase your pain, heal your wound. We are friend, right?"

"J-just friend?" Beam sobbed.

"Well, I want more. I had falling for your for years, but its oke. I am a patient man. I can wait again till you falling for me, too."

"But, why? I am not a right person for a man like you."

"Huh? Man like me? Like what?"

"You are handsome, beyond handsome, I think. A leader, trusted, gentleman, loyal dan kind-hearted leader. Your people love you. Many people scared you. You have all the good quality of a ... "

Beam's word stopped by a kiss on his lip. Beam stunned like stone. Forth starring at Beam eyes and carresed his cheek. Slowly, Forth planted his lip to Beam again, tilt his head to deepen the kiss and lick Beam's lip. Beam parted his lip to welcomed Forth's tongue. Its feel like ... home. Warm, soft, and comfy.

Forth caressed Beam's cheek with thumb and after a while, their lips separated for breath. Beam blushed hard. Red like tomato from cheek to ear. His pearly white skin feels like burn.

"You are the most handsome, beautiful, adorable, and georgous person in same time, Beam. In your phisic, your heart, your soul. Don't talk about me, but please, take yourself into the mirror and look, you'll see that you are a treasure."

"I-i ... have no idea you think that way about me. Its too high, Forth."

"No! Listen, Baby, all I have to do is make everything clear about you and Preya, then we can start a new chapter about our relationship, if you don't mind. I knew what you had been trough and it make me falling harder to you and your strong heart. Let me be your guardian and I won't let bad things come to your life again. Promise."

"You don't mad me about what happend to Preya? I never touch her, Forth. She was my junior and I respect her. You know I played casanova, but I never touched virgin or friends. They threw themself to me, even if I refused. Its my biggest mistake to play with girl heart, but I quit after that incident. Last year."

"Uh? What incident?" Asked Forth.

"Someone hugged and cried for me, when I tried to kill myself in the rooftop of the hotel. He pulled and told me that I have a precious life to keep and he became my guardian since."

"What a great man. I have to know him sometimes to say thank you for saving you."

"When he brought me to his wife, she was shock. She knew my mother. They were school mates and closed enough untill graduated. I told them everthing and they were cried together for me. It make me amazed. Nobody cried for or with me. I was always alone. Phana and Kit is guarding and caring me, but they are kids, too, just like me."

"Oh, Beam," Forth pulled Beam to his embrace again. "I am so sorry."

"I hate to hear that pitied word, Forth," Beam sobbed again. "It make me feel weak and misserable."

"Don't! And I never say that again. Promise. Punch me if I say that to you, oke?"

Beam laughed and nodded. He leaned his head to Forth's shoulder and sighed.

"You are so comfortable to lean on. Its feel like I am at home, in your embrace like this. A home I never have."

"I will be your forever home, Beam, if you allow me."

"So, Forth, do you know about what Preya do to me?"

Forth nodded. "I know. Max had contact your ex school principal and he told everthing about your case. Tul and Park gathered some friends of you, who know the truth about that vlog that Preya made. Now, I will confronted Preya about that, and I will make sure, she apologize to you."

"No need, Forth. I already forgive her. I know she faced some issued about her parents divorced too, and it make us frustated and depresed all the way to faced it. Maybe she just need attention and she she bumped with me. I understood her."

Forth starring at Beam. He always know that Beam is a kindheart and loyal man to his friends, and funny too, but Forth just found another side of his years crush. Beam so mature and thoughfull.

"Can I ask you something, Beam?"

"What?"

"Will you marry me?"

Beam starring on Forth and leaning on his body to lingering on Forth's neck. Beam smiled and closed his eyes, while kissed Forth's lip. Not a soft and smooth kissed, but full of passion and lust. Forth moaning Beam's name.

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