Poetry

Basically all my thoughts and feelings piled into one "poem"

I feel broken
Unloved
Unwanted
Unneeded
Unworthy
I feel as if I serve no purpose in this world
I wish I could leave for just a second
Just one
All the guilt I've felt
The pain I've dealt
It's getting to be too much to bear
The feelings are getting more intense
I just want to go numb in every sense
All the time people spend on me
It's just pity
People pity me
My friends don't care about me
I doubt they'd give two shits if I dropped everything and everyone and ended it all
And my family?
I know they care
I know they love me
I have no reason to think they don't
I just feel like I have no one to open up to
I'd be annoying everyone I talk to
And besides
I don't want my shit to concern anyone
It's not their problem, why should they have to listen?
This is the reason I let people talk to me about their problems
If it makes me feel worse
Oh well
you know?
I already feel this much pain...
What's a little more
Right?

Author - Yours truly...moi 😗