I had been laughing harder than I had in the last couple months with Brandy on our third brunch date of this week. She was telling me another one of her crazy stories and I was just enjoying her company. We had been hanging out pretty heavy since my New Year's Eve party and it was good to finally relate to someone who actually understood why I went so hard. Solange was supposed to be my best friend, but when it comes to music she and I differ in the way we handle things. Brandy, on the hand, live and breathed my life whole-heartedly without judgements.
"Listen, after a while it's just like fuck this shit," she said making me laugh again.
"Yo I get it. I'm surprised I even been away this long. No studio in months? My fans are sooo mad."
"Gurl! Then you go online and see they not playin witcho ass like "bitch where you at"," she said making me laugh nodding my head at my crazy ass Rowland Stones. "I been sneaking away tho to the studio. I didn't even wanna tell you cause I didn't want you to have the itch for it."
"Beeeeeeee nooooo," I said really shocked.
"I know I know I know. I said not until the end of the year but it's hard. Quint is finally about to be home again so I can focus back on music. In the past, I always got in the studio during playoffs, that way when he was done I could release the album and tour while he'd be with me."
"That's me!"
"Yep..and it's been 2 years since I've even released anything-"
"But you've been in four movies, so you've still been busy."
"That's true. Man look, and that really took a toll on our relationship."
"The movies?"
"Yeah because... you have to live on set almost. Two of the movies were filmed across seas so you know with him playing here, we went thru some cheating shit that nearly ended our marriage."
"On his part?"
"And on mine. Playing roles for months at a time you can forget your character is not real. You're not really in love with your costar, the lines can get blurry and that's where I messed up. He was just really on some revenge type deal. So I could understand that."
"How did you guys even repair yourselves?"
"It was soooo hard man. We ended up doing couple therapy and a session got so intense, we cut it short because our anger towards each other was deep but our love for each other was deeper. When you love someone so much, it's only so long you can be angry at them without harming yourself. It's only so much fighting you can do in a relationship until it's just like okay let's just heal already."
"What about rumors?"
"Oh rumors don't bother us none. That's one thing I can say about us, we work hard and we love what we do but that blog and internet shit is nothing to us. We've torn each other down farther than anybody else could so I think that's why it never gets to us. We be laughing like 'hey did you see that' 'yeah man shit crazy'. Our friendship and love is deep Kelz."
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