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To say that I was having fun for the first time in my life would be an understatement. I was having the most amazing fun you could ever imagine. I had been on tour with Shawn for the last few months and I had forgotten all about everything except my lingerie line, which was completely done. I just needed to double check the web designers work for my website and we would be all straight. But I didn't want to be away from my husband. Damn that sounded good. My husband! Honestly I had never thought about marriage. The shit looked boring but I have to say...Shawn is the best husband anybody could wish for but you better not attempt to take him. The gifts were always a major blessing but his friendship and his love for me was more than any price tag or any gift. He may rap about thug shit but he only showed his thug shit in the bed and when he handled business. The man was a mogul and a complete beast. My respect had grown so much for him. He's just amazing.
Today we were on the last stop of his tour plus is was a festival happening in Miami so he was able to kill two birds with one stone. Who didn't want to spend 2 days in Miami in December for that matter, when the weather was completely perfect? And I know I complained about traveling so much during a tour because I had experienced a little with Kelly but this was totally different. I didn't have the feeling to go back to our big ass house once. Our house...Damn life sounded so good right now.
I was sitting back stage waiting for Shawn to come back from another artist's dressing room. They wanted to talk business with him. I was going thru my Instagram really, reading comments and seeing pictures of myself that I had never seen before. That was the only thing I couldn't appreciate about being with somebody famous or being a family member of somebody famous. People lacked a sense of empathy or concern for privacy and that bothered me. I did not want pictures of me eating, being with Shawn, or being with my sister to be out there like that but people lived off that shit. It was kinda scary. Speaking of, I needed to probably check on her soon but I was busy. Christmas was coming up so maybe I'd be able to catch up with her then. We had just celebrated Shawn's birthday in Cuba last week. When I tell u, the man has long money....the man's money stretches. I didn't know what to get him for a gift and the sad part is, he bought me something on his birthday. I couldn't get him to stop buying me shit. Oh and the bodyguards. I had to get use to that too.
"Baby,'' Shawn called walking into the room.
"Yes baby," I said sitting my phone down watching him look just as sexy as ever. He was wearing a black shirt and black jeans with brand new black nikes topping it off with 3 gold chains.
"I'm finna head to the stage. U coming?"
"Yeah baby," I said getting up and walking with him.
The crazy thing about it was that he was never nervous. Watching him perform with such ease in front of the largest crowds always blew my mind. His fans were a bit crazy too. I understood their passion for him but I hated it when they would try to grab him or kiss him. At that point, I be ready to kick their asses. Meanwhile, he just smiles while his bodyguard pries them away.
