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I was tired. That's all I could manage to say right now. The pregnancy along with Kelly along with Shawn..I was tired. After the incident with me, Kelly and Lebron on the elevator, the paparazzi and the media was in a deep frenzy. I couldn't do anywhere or do anything without them harassing me and hounding me about what happened. It had been two weeks since it happened and I was hoping they would finally get over it and move to something else. I was almost sure they would until the video of the incident leaked which made things even worse. The names people were calling me was crazy. They were saying that I was jealous of my sister and on drugs and even brought up all my stripper shit finally. I knew it was just a matter of time before everything started to pour in from somebody digging up the dirt and I had to say I was kinda relieved and annoyed all at the same time. The perfect image of Kelly and Lebron were ruined I suppose by me.
Shawn had been more upset with me than he ever had been. After the incident that day, I told him what happened and he scalded me for causing a scene and putting myself up against a man twenty times stronger than me. More than anything he was upset that I would risk putting our baby in harm's way just to make a point that didn't concern me. I had to say that I am embarrassed and I shouldn't have fucked up that charity event but I always lead on emotions and that's what always bites me in the ass. Shawn was finally back to being cool with me after he saw how people were really coming for me. He has been by my side this entire time building me back up and making sure I know he's got my back. Other than that, I had more product back on my website for my lingerie line and this scandal actually boosted my sales.
"I wish they would stop fuckin takin pictures of me," I said as Shawn and I got into our blacked out suv. We had just finished having dinner but I still wanted something sweet. Like ice cream or something.
"Did u think maybe their taking pics of me," Shawn said making me smile. "You full?" he asked reading my mind.
"Kinda," I said as my phone rang again for the fifth time in less than an hour from my sister again. She has been calling me nonstop since the night we got into it.
"When are you gonna stop ignoring her calls?"
"When she stops putting other people before me," I said rolling my eyes. "She has always done this and now I'm supposed to forgive her."
"Baby u should be apologizing tho."
"Me," I said looking at him like he was crazy.
"Yeah B. U ruined her night at the event. You made a super scene and the dashed out into the night like a bandit," he said making me laugh.
"No baby that's not true."
"You gotta talk to her some time. It's been long enough. Call her."
Before I could say another word, I saw my mom was calling me now. I had been actually talking to her a lot lately. She is over the moon about the baby. We also talked about what I did at the charity event but she ain't tripping on me as hard as I thought she would have.
