"It doesn't even make sense though!"
I couldn't believe that they were making me sing this dumb song. Out of all the dumb songs I've sang in the past 7 years this had to be the worst.
"Yeah it does, Harry, what don't you get?" One of the producers spat at me from across the room.
"EVERYTHING! This song makes us sound like pathetic dumb asses who can't handle being away from some dumb ass girl for one second."
"That's the point, it's about how much you love the girl, and you never want-" The producer started to say.
"Well it's dumb, and I'm not singing it."
"Harry just sing it, Niall and Savan worked really hard on this song." Liam said beside me.
"Well they shouldn't have." I said, trying to look at Niall's disappointed face.
"How about we just take a short break, we'll get back to this." One of the producers said after the room went silent.
The boys and everyone else started to disperse, going into their different dressing rooms and other areas. I didn't feel like awkwardly following the boys to the hall where all our dressing rooms were, so I just stayed there.
Niall's head was looking down to the ground and he was dragging his heavy sneakers on the floor as he walked away.
Maybe I would just do the song.
I looked back down at the sheet and re-read the lyrics.
Absolutely not. I was not singing this.
One might say that this was very rude or snobby of me, but honestly, I was doing the best for the band. If we wanted to keep this popularity we had had for over 6 years now, we had to keep finding better and different songs, we didn't want anyone to get bored of us.
And also, I wasn't into the whole "I can't live without this girl by my side" thing. I hadn't had a real girlfriend for a very very long time. All of my dates were one night events, if you know what I mean.
Each day I was getting more and more tired of this group thing. I didn't talk to them, and they didn't talk to me, so why was I even still here?
I don't even know the answer to that question.
I guess once and a while we might have fun together, when we're in public or something, but I'm usually pretty drunk so I don't even remember.
"Harry?" Liam asked quietly as he opened up the door to the studio, "Can I talk to you?"
Don't make eye contact, Harry, don't say anything, don't look at him, and maybe he'll go away. Shit, I should've put my headphones on before.
"I know you don't want to talk to me, but I just want to say something quick, don't hurt me okay? My arms still recovering from last time..."
He was referring to the time I threw the microphone from the recording booth at him for interrupting my solo... I hadn't really been in the best mood that day.
"Harry please just sing the song, it's really important to Niall, he wrote it for Haley, and does it really matter that much? It's just one song."
"Just ONE SONG, on OUR album, OUR album, meaning I am a part of it, and if I don't sing the song it won't go on the album, simple as that."
"Harry, please."
"Why does it even matter so much to you?"
"Cause Niall's my friend."
