im actually happy

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im the happiest i have been in a while.

i have a boyfriend of 3 months but it feels like we've been together for an eternity.

almost because we have. we've been friends for almost 3 years and dated previously for 5 of those months.

i love him a lot i really do. i trust him more than anyone, hes my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night.

when i close my eyes in a quiet room i can hear him tell me he loves me and my heart feels full

he makes my tummy turn and my stomach do flips. he makes me feel beautiful and special and loved and wanted and its just such a good feeling

he gets possesive over me, jealous for me, angry for me and protective. maybe those are toxic traits but he makes me feel so special and so loved and ive never felt like this before.

i only want to spend my time with him, kissing him, hugging him, hearing his laugh. literally all of that. everything.

i want to do everything, see everything, go everywhere. with him.

at night i sit there and i imagine my future with him. 

i imagine going to university with him, moving in with him, celebrating him getting a job, getting pets together, going on dates to museums and parks and watching the sunrise and set with him. i want him to be the only one

i want to grow old with him which might sound ridiculous because were still you but sometimes you just know and i just know hes the person i want to be in love with forever.

to me all of that is love.

i love him. im in love with him.

id pick him over anyone in the world. hes my person

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