𝟑𝟎 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 | semishira!

𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝟐𝟓.

Flower petals fall from the bouquet I lay on Ino's grave. They're soft and sweet flowers, drenched in the rain and falling apart. Ino is a flower, soft and sweet. Was. She was a flower. It's hard to let that go.

A salty tear rolls down my right cheek as the rain drenches my clothes. She's dead. And I can't get her out of my head. Her face, her smile, the way she screamed at me. It was all intoxicating. Her words that hurt before she left leave shivers down my spine. It felt kind of nice to be called horrible things, now that I think about it.

Her mother stands next to me, a tissue in her hands but no tears. Her eyes are swollen and tired. Her face paled. I take a flower from the bouquet and hand it to her. We sit in silence, not a single word escaping our mouths. Ino isn't coming back.

"By, Ino," I whisper as I stare at her grave.

Still, even though she's dead, her spirit still haunts my mind. She held my heart and let it go. Her sweetness is a faded scent now, leaving me with an empty heart. The hole was always there, but with her it filled to the brim. And now that she's gone, it's emptier than ever.

I have to move on.

I have to move on.

I can't move on.

❝Day 25❞

─30 Days

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playιng: Strawberries & Cigarettes- Troye Sivan

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Kenjiro is cute when he sleeps.

I ended up falling asleep at his place again. It's around five in the morning, and my body's forced me awake even without an alarm. His arms are wrapped around my waist tightly, and his soft breathing fills the room. We have school soon, but I don't want to wake him up. I pull him closer to my chest and decide to count to ten before I wake the copper headed setter.

One...

God he's soft

Two...

I just wanna cuddle him

Three...

DTFYGUHI

Four...

I love him so much

Five...

I don't want this to end

Six...

No! We're more than half-way

Seven...

I just wanna play with his hair all day

Eight...

Kenjiro is literally the softest being ever

Nine...

I love his thighs. They're so soft.

Ten...

damn it...

"Kenjibaby," I whisper softly. "Bunny?"