Not Supposed To

[ i'm not gay-7 ]

    Prem looked at the view in awe. He just sat there with him mouth open speechless. "This is just... BEAUTIFUL!!!" Prem exclaimed.

    Boun just scoffed and chuckled as the boy went on and on about the view. He could of sworn that this was the cutest thing he had ever seen. Well, not including the time Prem was drunk. That was cute as hell!

"Why did you take me here?"

"As a thank you for taking care of me when I was sick."

"1, I'm pretty sure you still are. 2, I didn't have much of a choice."

" Can you just take the favor? You're liking the view anyway."

"Fine. Thank you for taking me here. It's actually pretty nice."

    The two shared a small laugh and continued to look out to the galaxy-like sky. Prem's stomach suddenly interrupted the silence with weird noises. "You hungry?" Prem nervously turned to him to nod his head yes.

    "Well don't worry, I came prepared." Boun reached to the back seat of the car to hand Prem a bag of Lays chips. Prem took them from his hands and opened it in excitement. "How did you know I liked these?" Boun shrugged and said, "Just a hunch."

    While eating his chips, he realized that no one has ever put this much effort into doing something like for him since his mom passed. The butterflies started to fly high in his stomach. 

This feels so weird. Why does my stomach feel like this? Maybe I- no way, we're just friends. This feeling is only because my friend is being so nice to me. I may be gay but that doesn't mean I fall for my best friend.

    "We should head back. I don't want to be out here for too long, " Prem said with a long breath. "I guess. My mom called and said she would actually be home tomorrow. So we should go back before  she comes back." 

    On the drive back, Prem fell asleep. Again. But this time was different. Boun looked over and him. Just one look made him pull over to the side of the road to look at him even deeper.

How is his skin so soft and dewy? The shape if his eyes tare so perfect that they shined like stars in the light. The way his lips are the perfect shade of pink amazes me. His hair looks so soft and flowy that I want to run my hands through it.  

    Prem started to squeeze his eyes to flutter his eyes open. Boun quickly sat back up in his seat and looked down at his phone. "Why did we stop?" Prem asked tiredly. "O-Oh, uh... my mom just texted to check up on me so I just pulled over to answer. You can go back to sleep." Prem softly nodded his head and laid back his chair to sleep. Boun let a huge breath.

That could have ended very badly. Thank lord for the fast reflex. But why did he look like such an... angel? Ugh, whatever.

    They continued home after Boun supposedly finished texting his mom. From this trip, Boun learned the Prem can sleep for a lifetime. Even after reaching home, he wouldn't even wake up anymore. He know Prem wasn't dead because when Boun attempted to wake him up, he would just whine and mumble  a few words and would go right back to sleep.

    At this point he were stuck  in this, so as a last resort, Boun had to carry him inside. He went to the passengers side of the car and ducked under the car doorway to help unbuckle his seatbelt. He put his hands under his legs and behind his back and carried him inside.

    He lied him down on the bed. He was gonna leave but he just didn't. Instead, he just stayed in that same position, not moving since he put him down. 

    He slid his hands from under Prem and put one hand on each side of him. Boun gazed at him with love in his eyes. He then began leaning closer and closer to Prem until their faces were only centimeters apart.

     Boun snapped out of it and fell to the side of the bed holding his chest tightly and breathing heavily.

What was that? I must be going crazy! But...why is my heart beating so damn fast? D-Do I like him? NO! ABSOLUTLY NOT! We are 2 guys, I can't like him. I'm not gay. Ughhh I hate these stupid questions. WHYYY!!!!

    Prem woke up a few hours later confused on how the hell he got in the house. He certainly didn't remember walking here. "Boun! You there?" The house was quiet. "Hellooo???" Prem walked all thorough the house to try and find him but found nothing. In frustration, he threw himself on the couch and didn't care to find him anymore.

    Only a few minutes later, lo and behold, Boun walked through the door. Prem stood before him angry.

"WHERE WERE YOU?"

"Shhh, stop yelling Cranky Pants."

"YOU- why where you not here?!"

"Well, while you were out in a 'coma', I got hungry and bought some food for when you wake up. Now I see that you're awake, so lets eat."

"Why didn't you just wake me up? I could have went with you."

"I would've, but again, you wouldn't wake up."

"Whatever. Tomorrow we're going to the store."

"OK Mr. Cranky."

"SHUT UP!"

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Thank you for tuning in for this episode. I hope you guys enjoyed the feelings flowing. Make sure to vote, comment, and follow for more stories and episodes. Question for everyone, in BLs, do you hate when they say I'm not gay or is it just me? For me I don't like it because I don't get why it's so objective to be gay. See you in the next one, BYE!