Not Supposed To

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    Prem sat in the passenger's seat sitting in guilt. All he could think about is the fight between them and Boun's parents.

This is all my fault. I shouldn't have even sat in the same bed as him. He's someone so special to me and I just tore a big hole in a perfectly good relationship between him and his parents.

"Boun, I'm really sorry."

"Hey! What are you saying sorry for?"

"I made you fight with your parents. They were so good to you, I'm so sorry."

"Stop apologizing. Besides this was bound to happen

"Why- wait, what do you mean by that? Are you gay??"

"Why? Do you like me?"

    Prem turned the other way and started to blush. He smiled to himself as Boun chuckled. Despite the situation they were in, they still managed to somewhat forget and make the best out of it. 

     "Oh, where are we going by the way?" Prem asked. It was only then he realized that they really had no place to go. "We're going to the bank to take out some money. We can't do anything without money, right?" Boun explained to him as they pulled up to the bank. He nodded slowly as he replied, "Yes."

    When Boun had returned back, he had a whole stack of money in his hands. Prem looked shocked for how much money he had gotten. He continued to stare at him until he sat in the car. "Where did you get all this money from? Isn't it too much?" 

    Boun looked over to him with a reassuring face. "Remember, I knew this day would come eventually, so I saved money. So don't worry it's nothing bad." Prem sat back again and sighed. They continued to drive on to a decent hotel.

    They walked up to the service counter with their bags to book a room. They had booked a room on the 3rd floor so they took the elevator up. The room was a pretty nice room. Nothing too fancy. It had 2 beds and all the necessities that they would probably take later on to save as much money as possible. Other than that, it was completely fine.

    The both of them had took a shower and got changed into clean comfy clothes for bed. Boun turned on the TV as Prem read a book that was left on the night stand when they came.

    Boun looked over at Prem. "Do you really want to know?" Prem looked back at him and tried to understand what he was talking about.

"Know what?"

"If I'm gay."

"I do want to know. Tell me."

    They both turned over on their sides to look at each other and communicate.

"The reason why I said this day was bound to happen with or without you is because yes, I'm gay. And although my parents are really good to me and the people around them, they don't was me to be gay. For some reason they can take other people being gay, but not their own son."

"I get it. When my dad found out his son was gay, he nearly beat me to death. That was the day he got taken away."

"Hey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you bring it up."

"Don't be. Besides, if I didn't, I would've probably had to deal with him a lot longer."

"Let's just sleep. You're probably tried right."

" Ok, Ok. Good night."

    Boun turned off everything and went to sleep. He was awakened by what sounded like Prem sleep talking while reliving that day his dad found out he was gay. "Prem wake up!" He tried to shout out to him to wake him up, but he wouldn't.

    Eventually, he got up and sat next to Prem on the bed. He shook him calling his name until he woke up gasping. They looked at each other for a few moments before Prem began to cry and hug him. Boun patted his back saying 'it'll be ok' to comfort him. He cried for a solid 3 minutes before he could completely stop.

    When he did stop, he look at Boun and asked, "Can you please lay here with me?" Boun shook his head yes happy to be able to help. Boun lied down with him with one arm wrapping beneath Prem and the other on his head. 

"Prem, I've been wanting to tell you something. But don't open your eyes. Just keep them closed. I'm in love with you."

    Prem opened his eyes and Boun just looked up not wanting to say anything. Prem's eyes sparkled in the moonlight coming from the window. Boun slowly looked back at Prem and couldn't help but stare.

    "You don't have to say anything either, but I should at least reply. If it's in the way I think you mean, then I love you too." They slowly started to inch closer and closer until they shared a soft kiss. 

    "I'm sure we're on the same page then." They smiled and touched their foreheads together. They began to kiss again turning it into more and more until the clothes ended up on the floor.

    With Boun on top of Prem, he asked, "Do you want this?" Prem swung his arm around his neck and chuckled. "I want you. I want us. I want all of it." They kept going and ended cuddling and spooning freshly in this new thing we call love.

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HHAHAH! I know ya'll wanted me to go smut style on you guys but I just don't write those. Sorry 😉.  Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. Remember to vote, comment, and follow for more. Make sure to look out for the last episode coming soon.