If Only [Completed]

13 - Goodbye Letter -

Xiao Zhan POV
Beijing, 10 - September - 20xx 08.15 AM

Here I am.
Another visit to Yibo's grave. I lay beside the grave, looking at the blue sky.

"Mr. Wang, I miss you" I cried.
It's almost one week, and I spent almost all of my times crying. I miss him, terribly. How could he do that to me.

He makes me feels like I'm in cloud nine, and the next second he drops me to hell. Life without him is hell.

I curled up and cry.

I don't know how long I do that, I stopped when I saw a shadow over my head.

Lu-Jie.

Smiling sadly, holding an umbrella and lunch box.

"I knew you would be here. Let's eat Zhan" I curled up once more, "No".

"Yibo can see you Zhan. He must've feel terrible if you refuse to eat. His Zhan is a foodie, don't you know that?" Shijie sat beside me.

"Come on Zhan. I made Yibo's favorites food. Chicken and Mushroom congee" I look at her, trying to smile, yeah my Yibo is in love with this congee. He said if he didn't met me he would've get married to the congee.

"Keep smiling Zhan. I know it's hard, but Yibo loves your smile. At least don't show him your tears here" She wipes my tears and hand me bowl of warm congee.

I take a spoonful of the congee. It's warm. Lately my stomach is rebelling, it's refusing everything I ate. We ate in silence.

I lay down after I finished. I close my eyes, letting the autumn wind caressing my face.

"Shijie, people said Times heal everything. Is that true?" My shattered heart is still in the same state since Yibo left.

"I don't think so" I look at her. She smiles.

"Times doesn't heal everything, we just get used to the pain" I smile at her. Yeah, that's true. I don't think I would get used to life without Yibo.

"Jie, I want to die" I whispers.

"Zhan, please try living, Yibo is the one who gave this life for you. But, If one day it get too much, and you can't bear it anymore, then let it go. Yibo will understand" She pats my hair softly.

"I know"

"I got a call from some one called Liu Hai Kuan. He said he tried to call you but your phone is turned off"

"I don't know where my phone is" I close my eyes.

"Well he said he is Wang Yibo Lawyer, and he need to talk about something important with you. Let's go see him? Shijie will go with you" She held my hand.

"Yeah, Let's go"

"I'll be back tomorrow, Mr. Wang"

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"Hello Mr.Xiao. My name is Liu Hai Kuan. Yibo's private lawyer" I nod. I think I saw this person when Yibo and I purchased our apartment.

"I'm here on behalf of the late Mr. Wang Yibo. On September 5th, Mr. Wang called me. He order me to give all of his assets to Mr. Xiao in case something happen to him" I stunned. Yibo did what? The lawyer took out a few document from his briefcase.

"Here is all his bank account, This is all his shares, he have a few shares from several company, he owns a few piece of land, and few properties. You can see the list here. I already transferred all to your name" He said.