If Only [Completed]

01 - Morning -

Wang Yibo POV

Beijing, 05 - September - 20xx, 06.03 AM

Oh Shit! This feeling is..

"Hgnh.." Oh god help. This feel heavenly. Is this dream? I must be sexually frustrated enough to have this kind of dream. It's feels good, it feels real and wet, wait- Wet?

I groaned and open my eyes to meet with a delicious sight. My lover with my morning wood inside of his mouth. Smirking and sucking so deliciously. He look up and wink seductively.

"Argh Zhan"

"Mn?"

"Don't sto-"I moaned and unconciously my sight falls on the wooden clock beside the bed, 06.10, oh shit! I'm late. I have and important meeting this morning. "STOP!" I grab his face to stop him. He look at me with hazy teary eyes.

"Why?" He licks the pre-cum in his lower lips. I gulped at the sight.

"Babe, I've meeting today. And I need to be there before 8. I'm late. I need to get dressed, read my notes and rehearse my presentation" I tried to get up but Zhan yanked my hand, stopping me.

"But it still 6, and you're ignoring me, your boyfriend, hey look at me, I'm naked!" He look at me with his doe eyes, biting his lips.

"Babe" I caress his lovely face "You know it take half an hour to get to my office. And I need to prepare for the meeting" I kiss his forehead, trying to ignore my painfully hard throbbing cock. With how Zhan look, it not helping at all.

"But- I'm already stretched" He said in a small disappointed voice.

Stretch- God help me.

"Babe you know how important this meeting is? Please?" I beg.

He rolled his pretty eyes and sigh in disappointment "Whatever" He pouts, put on his silk robe and get into the bathroom.

I close my eyes. Why today? Zhan rarely took initiative in our intimate moment, I love it when he became bold and tried to take the lead.

I get up and go to the guest bathroom next door.

Cold water it is.. I sighed.

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Zhan and I have been dating for 6 years.

I met him at my final university days. He is a second year art student, meanwhile I was in my last year business course. I met him when my friend take me- well more like dragged me to a Photography exhibition held by the Art department, they displayed their best student work.

I stood mesmerized by the photograph in front of me. It's a photograph of cherry blossom tree.

Everything about the picture is perfect. The tree, the fluttering cherry blossom, the sunlight, everything captured in a perfect moment. I fell in love.

I didn't realize I was crying until a soft voice chuckles, "Why are you crying?"

I turn around to see a smiling face even more breathtaking than the cherry blossom picture.

Damn. Stupid heart. Stop beating for every beautiful things.

"Did you like this piece?" I nod, still unable to free myself from his spell. He nods cheerfully, smiling even wider "It's mine. Thank you for liking this. But I don't understand why are you crying looking at a tree picture?" He giggles.

Ah his voice..

"I'm Zhan by the way. Xiao Zhan" He extend his hand. I stood still not moving, still mesmerized.

"Um- Mr? Hello" He shake his hand in front of me. "Hey are you alright?"

I woke up from the stupor. Grinning stupidly.

"I'm alright"

"Scare me for a second. I thought you possessed or something" He laughs. "Okay let's try this again. I'm Xiao Zhan" He extend his hand once again and I grab it immediately.

"Wang Yibo"

"Nice to meet you. Mr. Wang" He grins.

And yeah, I'm falling in love, definitely.

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"Zhan?" I called drying my hair.

"Here" His voice came from the walk in closet.

He stood holding my suit and tie. "Here, wear this" He smile, thank god he's not mad.

I hug him and kiss his hair "Thank you honey"

"Good luck Mr. Wang!" He cup my face and rain it with butterfly kiss, I didn't miss his slightly sad eyes.

"Zhan" I caress his cheek, he rubs his face in my palm.

"I'm sorry. But you know how important this meeting is" I kiss his forehead and started to get dressed.

" I know" He said.

"If this meeting goes well, you know what that could mean, right?" I look at him buttoning my shirt.

"I know. I know. If this meeting goes well, it would be a perfect time to relax, take a break and ..." He stood behind me, hugging me.

I look at his perfect reflection in the mirror "And?" He rubs his cheeks in my shoulder.

He smile brightly "And we can go to Chongqing. I told you last month, my cousin is getting married next month in Chongqing. All of my family will be there. I want you to meet my mom".

Oh shit. I forgot. I rubs my face. Damn I actually forgot about it.

I sigh and turn around looking at him. His smile disappear.

He look at my face and said "You're not coming".

"I'm sorry Zhan. I tried to free things up, but Zhan. You know. How hectic works been. I'm really sorry" I really tried, um- not really, but these day my work is going so damn well. If everything work flawlessly I'll get promoted next month.

"That's okay" He said with a disappointed voice then left me to go to our bedroom.

I take my tie and my jacket suit, rushed out to Zhan. He sat down on bed, pouting. I rarely seen Zhan's beautiful smile lately, I wonder if something happen to him.

"Zhan, Look. I'm really sorry about  Hena-"

"Chongqing. The wedding is in Chongqing not Henan or somewhere around there!" Damn!

I held his hand, "Look, I just gonna have to meet your mother at the next wedding" I tried to coax him.

"What wedding?" He frowns.

"Ours. Our Wedding" I kiss his hand.

"Next year" I winked.

"Huh?" He scoffs. "Me? Marry you?"

"Of course who else you gonna married if not me?" I tried to put my tie.

Zhan get up, standing in front of me, helping me with my tie "No thanks! I'm not gonna marry some guy who confuses cherry blossom with plum blossom?" He's done with my tie, tapped my chest and left the room.

Zhan always bring those flowers whenever he is mad with me. He got angry with me when I called the flower in his picture which won the local award, cherry blossom when in reality it is the plum blossom. How could I differentiate? They look the same, at least for me, they look the same.

Today is not a good day for us. I sigh and turn around to put all the important things I would need in the meeting inside my briefcase before looking at the moody lover, My Zhan.

"Zhan..."