If Only [Completed]

07 - Dream Or Reality

Wang Yibo POV

Beijing, 0x - September - 20xx, 06.03 AM

I take a deep breath. Last night I managed to fell asleep. I need to pick up Zhan's family at 10. I turn around and see my watch on the night stand.

I frown and take it.

It's working properly, there's no crack. That's weird, I'm pretty sure I broke it yesterday. I take it and look at it closely, it's perfectly fine.

I put it back. That's weird.

I close my eyes, moves to Zhan's pillow, it's warm. I buried my face on it, I hugs Zhan's diary tightly, trying to imagine hugging it's owner.

"Read one word and I'll kill you" a soft alluring voice said from behind me, I jolted and open my eyes. That was Zhan's voice. I turn around slowly.

My heart started beating a bit faster.

There he is, laying sideways smiling well more like smirking at me. I scream.

"Aaahhhhhhhhhh...." Then jump off the bed.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh" Zhan sitting down, also scream loudly get scared of my loud voice, "Easy Mr. Wang! I was just kidding" he put his hands up.

I panted, hard, Zha- Zhan?

"Y- You, You- You're" Why is he here?

"Me? Yeah" He look at me alarmed, raising his eyebrows.

"You're- You're here!" I point at him and took a step back. Yesterday I saw hi-

"Well, Yeah. I'm here" He stand up from the bed, "And YOU! are scaring me" He said with soft voice. He walk towards me.

I take a few step back "I- I- I..." what is this? An illusion? Ghost? But he talks.

"You?" He stood in front of me, confused.

"I.." I feels like crying hearing his voice and looking at his lovely face, but I unconsciously took a step back with every step he takes towards me.

"Yeah?" He look at me, now he looks worried.

I just open and closed my mouth, unable to said anything. I don't know what to say.

"Okay, Mr. Wang, I'm gonna approach you" He said before slowly walk to me, I look at him with wide eyes, "And now, I'm gonna hug you" the He proceeds hugging me tightly.

After feeling the warmth of his body I slowly regain my composure, and hug him back. I sigh, relieved. He hugs me tighter.

"Hey big boy. I'm here" He put his head on my shoulder.

"Yeah. You're here" I buried my face on his neck, inhaling his unique scent.

"It's okay. Everything's gonna be okay" He said, I hug him tighter and cry.

"Hey. What's happen? Don't cry. It's just a nightmare" He cup my face and kiss me softly.

"Yeah. I know" I kiss his soft lips back, still crying. I feels so relieved.

"Now stop crying" He helps me wipe my tears before mumbling, "Really Mr. Wang? You choose this morning to woken up from nightmare when I just spent 30 minute to get stretched so we can have our morning exercise, now the mood is ruined!" He bit my cheeks.

I look at Zhan and yeah, he's naked "Oh you stretched? Let me help you with that!" I smirks, pick him up and throw him at the bed.

"Damn Mr. Pervert Wang! After crying? Ah- Yibo" His rambling ends and he starts moaning.

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"I'm gonna miss you" He said, hugging me under the shower.

"I'm gonna miss you too. Kiss me?" I pucker my mouth. He kiss me before turning off the water.

He get out first and walked away. I stay below the hot shower before walking outside.

"Zhan?" Where is he? "Zhan?" My heart starts to beat faster, is he gone?

"Zhan?" I called louder.

"Here" He answers from the walk in closet.

He stood holding my suit and tie. "Here, wear this". Looking at the suit and tie in his hand, my blood ran cold. "Wear this for your meeting. I already chanted it with a good luck spell" He smiles.

"I- This suit, This Tie! I- I- I had my meeting, and you- You-" I said with panicked voice.

"Hey! Calm down. Look, you're already very prepared for today, and you're gonna be great" He kissed me.

"I hope" I lean my head on his shoulder.

"What happen with you?" He chuckles, give me my suit and tie.

"Wear those" He said smiling and walk away.

I grab his hand, "Where are you going? Don't leave"

"To the kitchen. Breakfast?" He kiss me and jump away singing.

I was putting on my shirt and pants, breakfast? the pan? I run towards the kitchen and saw Zhan flipping  the egg, "Woah! Look at me! I'm the coolest!"

He look at me and said with ancient tone, "Ready for breakfast my Mr. Lan?" This sentence. I look at him horrified.

"Don't look me with those eyes! Hey big buddy! I don't care how big and important this meeting is. But You need to eat your breakfast!" He glare at me before walking towards the pan.

"Zhan! Zhan! Watch out, Watch out. The pan is hot!" I shouts at him.

He look at me holding the pan handler, "Well? Yeah I know, crazy yelling man!" He laughs.

"I- I know. I just thought you might hurt yourself" I hug him.

"Yibo? Tell me. What happened? You've been acting weirdly this whole morning"

"I'm sorry, I just.. I had terrible nightmare and I can't seem to get rid of it" I sigh.

"Tell me?" He cup my face and look at me softly.

"I- I- Erm. and Yo- You" I don't know how to say it.

"We?" He said.

"Yeah, We- we.." How can I tell him?

"We- We should eat?" He must sense my reluctance, he just blurts out breakfast.

"Yes! Yes! We should have breakfast. Together!" I kiss his cheek, "After breakfast, pick another good luck tie for me?" I hold his hand.

"Sure" He smile.

We ate breakfast while chatting, "Ah, let me make you a cup of tea"

He ran and grab the kettle, before I could warn him, "Ow. Urgh. Ow! Why am I so clumsy?"

I stood up suddenly, he turned around look at me, "You burned yourself on the hand!"

"Well yeah? Good observation, but I burned my hand every two days" He runs to the tap.

Oh god! What is this? Is this a dream? Or is this the reality?

I grab my hair and take a deep breath.