Accidental hybrid 2 : vampire/ angel (BK2)

accidental hybrid 2: chapter 36

jamie soon became covered in his own blood like it was a blanket. he was on his knee's , his head slumped and facing the floor. the blood seeping out of his chest was slowing to no more than a dribble. 

he was running out of blood to loose. but some how his body still managed to support its self and keep it up right. " why Amiee ?" he said his voice sounding very distant, almost ghost like. " because you left me no choice" i said quietly. " why Amiee?" jamie said again. " i already answered you !" i shouted. " why Amiee?" he said again, his voice getting more and more ghost like with every word spoken.

then i realized. his dying body was going over the most recent and the most emotional memories he could remember. it was to let jamie come back into his body for the last time. so he could die as jamie and not as some crazed , hungry monster. " your mine Amiee" jamie said, his voice no more than a whisper now. i felt a little tug of guilt and sadness inside of me as i listened. 

" we could have been a family" he said. huh? i haven't ever heard him say that before. he must still be alive, just. " a small little happy family" he said again." alex would have been spoiled and loved and have the perfect parents who love each other very much"  said jamie. " thats the problem, we wouldn't love each other and i would have probably took alex and scarped at the first chance i could get" i said to him. 

a hoarse laugh escaped his drying throat. " yes i thought you would" he said. " will you die already or can you really live with out any blood in your veins?" i said to him. " yes i can and i am... slowly"  he said. i sighed. " well make it faster " i said ." Amiee, i know i've lost everything now but can i ask you for one more thing before i go for good?" he said. "what?" i said.

he began to slowly raise his head and i saw his face. a single tear came to my eyes. his eyes had sunken into his head and barley fit into his eyes socket any more. his skin was very pale and looked paper thin in faint light in the corridor. his skin hung loosely on his skull and was wrinkling in most places. 

" can you say my name one last time?.. not harshly but like your about to ask me something" he said quietly. his lips barely moved as he spoke and i was amazed at how clear i understood what he said. i sighed. " alright but only once" i said. " that is all i am asking for" he said. 

i sighed and tried to think of the first time i had met him in the flat with claire. i imagined him sitting at the glass table , the opposite side from claire. i saw him smiling inside of my head and laughing a little.  there it was. the 'jamie' i could say with the love i had when i first met him. it was like meeting someone new and as soon as you see them, you automatically know that you like them. but it had been different for us two because i already knew who jamie was but i liked the human version of jamie as i didn't see him as any danger to me at the time. 

i had hold of what i needed and had to say it before i lost it. " jamie" i breathed. i heard jamie gasp as i said his name, a tear falling down his cheek. he dies crying. crying with happiness. " jamie , things could have been different" i said. " no they couldn't be Amiee" he said. " good bye amy and thank you " he said, his voice totally gone now. 

the bleeding in his chest stopped completely now. jamie turned his gaze but he wasn't fully looking at the wall in front of him. he looked like he was looking through it to a more distant place than where we were now. 

it was quiet then all of a sudden Jamie's body lost control and jamie began to fall forwards. his body hit the floor like a lump of rock.  i couldn't even sigh with relief that he was gone for good now. mainly because i bet everyone would expect something magical because of how strong i am supposed to be. but i did something anyone else could have easily done.

but my strongest point recently seemed to have been my knowledge. so it must be true to have a strength but just a different type. i couldn't move yet, i needed a moment and then i would go and see if tyson was ok. i knew he was still alive because of how strong he was , blood needed to be spilled to kill that guy. but i didn't smell any.