When Winter Wallows

heavy

i cant keep dragging this around
they told me you cant help unless she can help herself..
would you go see a doctor if you didnt believe you were sick?
would you take medication if you didnt
believe you were sick?
would you get help even though you dont think you need it?
no
it sounds like this, no it doesnt sound like that
she wont help herself
and its hard enough dealing with myself
so what can i do
when im feeling blue
and she was too
i was too little and its now its far too late
now all i can do is contemplate
carrying not only my own burdens but my mothers
this is the heaviest shit
i may be strong
but i dont know if i can keep holding all this weight

-t.c