The Way You Love Me

Sooooo

Alex's POV
Me and Hayley haven't been on the best terms lately. She has been getting mad at me and taking everything out on me. I don't know what her problem is lately. I'm sitting here waiting for them to set up, when she looked at me. She just frowned and continued setting up.

After their set she pulled me to the ROM bus. She just looked at me. "What? Why'd you pull me in here?" I said coldly. "I'm sick of fighting! What's wrong with us?!" She started to cry "look, Alex, I love you, but I can't do this....there's somebody that's been making me really happy lately, and I just don't feel like that with you right now. Maybe we need a break." I sat down and looked up at her, tears rolling down my face. "Who is it Hayley? I love you so much...." I put my head down "Hayley I'm sorry for fighting all the time, it's just stressful being here. But maybe we do need a break for a while" she hugged me and cried into my neck "I'm so sorry..." she left me alone in the bus crying my eyes out.

After a while, I walked out and I had to set up with the band. "Hey guys, I wanna play a new song." They all looked at me "umm ok Al" I smiled weakly "just follow my lead"

If you're gonna ask me for my time at least say please
'Cause I'm not how I used to be and these things get to me, oh.
If you wanna break me I'm already on my knees
I didn't give my love for you to walk all over me, to walk all over me

I'm just trying to be
A little honest here
'Cause the other half of the time I just smile
It's not like me to be the one
To bite my tongue for a while
And I smile 'cause I've got better manners and the right to be alone, alone
I just wanna be alone
I lost it. I fell to my knees and just broke down. I ran off the stage. I can't take this anymore. I called my old dealer. I needed some heroin, my life is collapsing in front of me. In minutes I had my stuff. I tied my belt around my arm and slowly injected it. I leaned back on the couch and felt the high going through me. It was nice to forget about life for a little bit. I did it again. And again. But this time, I started seizing and I couldn't breathe. I thought I was gonna die, until I heard sirens and people talking.

I woke up in the hospital, I was hooked up to an IV machine and people my band mates were sitting around the room "...h-hey guys..." they jumped up and hugged me. All I could do was cry. "I'm so sorry for this..." they all pulled away "uhh, someone else is here for you" Cassadee said before they all left. I looked in the doorway, and there she was. The only girl I've ever truly loved, Hayley. "Hey...how ya feeling?" I just looked at her, I couldn't think straight around her "like shit" she walked over and sat down next to me, and held my hand "Alex, I love you so much, and when I saw you like that, I knew that I really messed up. I want to be with you, through thick and thin, and I'm sorry for everything, but please promise me you'll never do anything like this again" she kissed my cheek "I love you too, Hayley. I wanna be with you again too, and I promise that it'll never happen again"

AUTHORS NOTE:
Well, that was a lot in one chapter lol. I just wanna say thanks to everyone who is reading this story and voting for it! Love you guys xoxoxo