Haven't I given enough? Given enough.

7

- third person pov-

"Fuck!" Tony shouted, pushing his hair back and throwing Peters suit onto the driveway. Pushing himself down on the curb and holding his head in his hands. "Nat he isn't okay! And if something, if something happens to him it's going to be all my fault, I don't want that while I'm still conscious!"

"Tony don't be ridiculous, he's in the car with May. Nothing is going to happen." She stood behind Tony with Bruce standing next to her. She had her hands on Tony's shoulders.

"May doesn't know." Tony exhaled, slapping the top of his palm on the side of a clenched fist. "I didn't tell her."

"Well why not?" Natasha questioned, walking closer to Tony and sitting down besides him. She sighed, "- look, it doesn't matter. Get some sleep, you can tell May in the morning."

"I need a Jack Daniels." He seethed, standing up and walking towards the now open front door.

"Alcohol, Tony?" Bruce judged, following him inside.

Natasha stayed outside on the curb, breathing in the early morning air. Worrying about Peter would do her no good, so she gets up and follows the boys inside.

-Peter Parker pov-

May slammed the door behind her as we stepped into the gritty apartment, she seethed at me before walking over to the fridge and getting out a cold cup of tea she had made last night and didn't finish. She crossed her arms, looking me straight in the eyes.

"Explain." She spoke, her drink in hand. It's wet covering dripping from her fingers onto the floor, parting the silence. "Now." She stammered, setting her tea on the table top and walking closer to me.
I stepped forwards, she was annoyed and tired. And that was my fault.

"Look I'm sorry May, I really am I-" She slapped me clean on the cheek, leaving a red glow. "May!" I wailed, leaning back against the door I had now reached, with no more space to move back.

May shrieked at herself, covering her mouth with her hands, tears spotting the corners of her eyes.

"I am awake at 4am in the morning, for you! I have a 14hour shift tomorrow Peter. Can you please start thinking about other people?Peter I'm going crazy!" She exclaimed, throwing her now empty cup of tea towards the sink and spinning around to the fridge to retrieve a bottle of red wine.

"May, I don't think you should have that this early." I spoke, walking towards her; reading to retrieve the bottle.

"You don't get to tell me what to do Parker, go to your room. And get ready for school tomorrow. You're going!" She screamed, shifting her whole body towards me as I backed into my bedroom and closed the door on her.

I could hear her in the kitchen, drinking.

May didn't use to drink a lot, I caused it. When she found out I was Spiderman she was heaved with stress and responsibilities, even though I told her not to worry.

I slide down the door, landing on the floor and putting my knees to my chest.

I look to my phone, I haven't checked it since the rooftop.

32 new messages!
Great...

Flash: What a fucking pussy parker!! @dylanmontery10 lmfao look at this.

Dylan: OMFG *screenshot*

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scree- enough.

I put the phone face down on the floor and look to my window, staring at the racing water droplets speeding down the glass. I sigh at the simpleness of everything, and wonder why my life is so different, so difficult.

I haven't eaten in a few days, and when I did it was only a piece of toast, or an orange. I was visually getting thinner, my muscles decreasing and my jaw defining. Not enough for people to notice, that was the good thing.
I was one month clean, just one.
Ned and I went through a rough patch a few days ago, my mind is a whirlpool and I forgot his birthday, he won't talk to me.
Mj and I broke up, she said she hated me.
May's become an alcoholic.

I'm alone.

... It's time to just blow out all the candles.

And so he got to work on a small creation, and when it was finished... he shoved it in his pocket and couldn't help but smile.

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Ahhh, 1 chapter + the epilogue left!!! Get your tissues ready!!
Sorry for the short chapter:(