Entry 15

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Simba is the most irresponsible lion I've ever met. Save for his uncle. He refuses to go back! And here I thought I'd found help for the pride! I told him about the situation with Scar, and with the food shortage, but he wouldn't listen. For a minute, it actually felt like we could pick up where we left off long ago. We need another Mufasa. But tonight,  I sounded more like him than Simba did. Apparently, life has been good for Simba since he disappeared. He's got two friends, a meerkat named Timon and that warthog I almost ate. His name is Pumbaa. Neither of them knew he was anywhere near royalty. I'm not even sure if Simba does anymore. And he probably doesn't care. Tomorrow I move on. Maybe to another pride, maybe just to die somewhere in the desert. Clouds are gathering in the night sky now. Thunder rumbles slightly. I'm sure I imagined it,  but for a second, the clouds looked like Mufasa. But that could never be. Mufasa is dead, and Simba might as well be. Look at me ranting. What have I become? A bitter, starving lioness. I must rest now. Tomorrow may be my last day.

I am Nala.

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