Broken A Zarry Fanfiction

Chapter 5

Zayn's Pov:

After my hell day at school, I decided to take a day off.

My mom probably wouldn't even notice, she was so in her head.

So the next morning, when my alarm rang, I just shoved my hand over, and turned it off.

I would sleep as long as I could, before my horrible thoughts would take over.

I would just stay in my room all day, and read or watch tv.

Whatever I could do to take my mind off what had happened yesterday.

What's even worse, is that Harry had seen me like that.

I have panic attacks every now and again, but never like that.

It felt like my throat was closing, or someone was trying to choke me.

It was a very strange feeling, and I hoped that wouldn't happen again.

When I woke up, it was around nine.

I stretch and shuffle off to the bathroom.

My reflection looks revolting.

Glassy eyes and thin body hollowed out.

Like a melon scooper.

I had nothing left.

My days of caring, were long behind me.

Disgusted by my appearance, I turned away from the mirror, and slowly fell back onto my bed.

I rubbed the sleep from my eyes, and decided I wouldn't leave my room.

But first I needed supplies.

Then I would be curled in my bed, with a blanket, and a hell of alot of junk food.

Eating was always an option to forget right?

Not a healthy option but who cared.

I wasn't trying to impress anyone.

So I sneak down as quietly as I can, and pull on my Vans.

My hair was a mess, but oh well I liked it that way.

Hopefully I wouldn't see anyone important.